HK photos.

AHAHAHA!
i finished my animation, website project.
WUUHUU~~ happyhappy.

but i think i can do better.
tomorrow ill refine it.

tomorrow i also have to bring kopi for injection.
and take my phone to nokiacare.

tomorrow theres no school. =D
the best thing that happen to me this week man.

i was looking through the photos i took in hongkong awhile ago.
did i mention disneyland is the best visitor attraction i went to in hongkong? its my most enjoyable trip during hk tour.






A normal hk style street.

hk sec school students looks funny. they like to tie 2 plaits.

infront of some causeway bay big shoppin mall.
dun ask. i dunno what im doing too.=X
while waiting for food to be serve.
i took this on train. the second sign looks abit porn-ish to me. see carefully=D


woman street. nui ren jie.
THERE. this is the store that sell chaotofu. the most smelly thing on earth i tell u!
i risk my life to take this photo soooo upclose.
morning!
all dressed up and ready to go.

took this on train. its some harbour.




my shoot.
here comes the disneyland TRAIN!
i thought there was nothing special abt it.

but i was wrong. this is the window panel of the train.
bell's sick. behind her is a minnie statue. all over the train, there is this kind of mini statues of disneyland characters. it amaze me man. i walk all over the train to look for the characters i like.
the seats.. are LiKE THAT. furry furry sofa like!


the cutest part of the train. LOOK AT THE HANDLE my sis's holding.
in mickey head shape=DD ahahahha!
my sister pose nice sae.
we reached the station!

yesyes. welcoming us~


bell and her FAVOURITE pose.
joy and her "____ " pose. well, i just rem tham say "self praise is international disgrace"
so i should not disgrace myself. ahaha!
CUTE.
ticket booth. we were queueing, and i saw this man. wearing like this. he looks funny.
WUU~ we were abt to enter disneyland!



the tickets. there are other disney characters printed on it of cause. but mainly mickey family like pluto and etc. they dun have pooh.
i kept mine. in my wallet i remember! but somehow i couldnt find it now.
the first buildin that greet us when we enter the place.
i saw this on the ceiling.


at that time they were already celebrating christmas.
shes having fever so we rent a pusher for her.
see i told u.
thats her FAVOURITE pose.
its bell birthday too on that day! nov 17th.
pooh family displays.
mickey family displays.
mickey head waffle! i even try their mickey head chocolate icecream. its damn cute..



bread and soup. even the bread looks cute.
bell's bd cake. her cake this year is so smalll..
eeyooh. CUTE LEH~
these sorveniors shops are found everywhere. each decors is different.
i didnt bother to take photo with this 2.. wats that call.? SQUARRELS!

romantic place to be in.
see the costume? actually bell was about to buy the pink one.. den...
she change her mind and pick this instead. this was her bd present from her mum.
one of the attraction. i didnt get to enter that place. must queue to take boat over..
and the queue is freaking long.
belle.. and belle.LOL.

happy birthday to bell.
opps.
i just remember i forgot to give her a birthday present.


AHH. nvm lah.
night!

boredbored.

feel bored and moody.
very sian one leh.

lol=D

late for lesson this morning,
overslept.
obviously my spare phone alarm doesnt work for me.

i was late for 2 hrs.
and i took a cab to school. while i was waiting for cab, i was daydreaming. 2 empty cabs went pass me just like that. i reach school, scan in my 2D animation and i finish all my assignments for this sem.
afterthat....... TADAH.


i watch the zhang shan wei vampire movie with classmates. they brought it to school because they know today will be boring.

it is indeed very boring for me now.



having storyboarding lesson now.
they should change module name to storyBOREDing.

first time i attend a lesson so sian.
even with my laptop with me, im doing my own stuff... the lesson is still boring to me.
this shows how really BORED am i.

have u seen how many "bored" i had type so far?
sian ahh.




i should have bring my own dvd to watch man.
my sister bring this dvd to my house yesterday.
title name "The Triangle". it talks about the bermuda triangle. the facts, and theres even a movie on it.

it reckons in the show that the bermuda triangle was actually man made.
in world war 1, russian accidentally bomb a opening hole to another dimension.

the movie is nice... oh rather, interesting.
i watch part of it ytd morning before i went to work.

but its 4 hrs long.
so long deh. this weekend i will watch it!


later on after 6 when lesson ends, i still have to bring my phone to nokiacare@causeway.
im thinking not to go today now.
bored.


i encounter this awhile ago.
A young 19 years old animator portfolio.
http://www.tysonibele.com/Main/main.htm

i like this work.

seeing his work motivates me to start learning 3D studio max on my own.
=DD


but right now, im still so tied down by this website project.
50% done.
another 50% to go.

shitty sister.
ask her to scan things for me she still haven done so.
%^^&*(*((0
aya sian lah.

MIA.

friday i didnt go to school.
yes.
i PON lesson. too tired and i sleep back. i think the best thing that can happen to a person is to be able to sleep 8 hrs a day.

and then me tham rod ate ding tai feng at town.
their xiaolongbao is the BESTBESTBEST in town.

and then at 5pm i went to work. i must wear the.. er the santarina costume.
its.. lousy lah.
nnb. whats wrong with them buying such lousy material costume.
lucky we protest! we only had to wear it for a night.



anyway i brought the costume home. =DD we can play with it during christmas.


i have been working from friday to sunday.
every night reach home ill still have to do my animation project,

i drink chicken essence everyday to refresh myself every morning.
btw, i must say...
chicken essence taste nice to me and im super addicted to it.

i have a expensive tongue that appreciate good stuffs.
*wink*


and what a good timing. my phone's spoilt.
i dun have time to bring it to NOKIA CARE.
its a good thing too lah. phone's spoilt. im like separated with the world around me,
and i can focus fully on projectprojectproject.





till next week.

animation project 40% done.
im left with , *drumroll*................



3 schooling days.

my phone's spoilt.

k la.
i admit.


nokia is lousy.
i dun have a phone now. call my house phone if u wanna look for me=D

tml's gonna work after school at takashimaya for a roadshow.
we need to dress like santarina.(like that spell?)
i'll take photos tml!

i just come back from lion dance.abit deaf now. ahaha!

this week.

everyday i will do my project diligently.
but how come its like never ending one.
=.=

this week, i work on a website project everyday, everynight, during lesson, and at night.

this week, i injure myself again during SNW soccer match. this guy ah come and bang me and trip me with his leg. means i fly into the air and wuu landed on my left knee.
i landed on street soccer court, not field. painpainpain +blueblack.

this week, i sleep at 3am almost everynight.becox of project.

this week, i drink chicken essense everyday to ensure i wont fall sick. (actually is because i like the taste lah =D)

this week, i must bring kopi to the vet for injection.

this week, i must work for 3 days, fri sat sun. thats the reason why im rushing everynight to do my project. weekends im not freeee.

this week, time is like flying for me.

STOP THE TIME DEH.

soccer

is such a fun game.

glad that snw i choose street soccer....
(actually i gana force to join).


i learn goalkeeping. basic international style of warm up procedures and...
shooting.

shooting. today we learn shooting.
during a match, i turn, and shoot....
with my left leg.

i pulled a muscle in my left feet.
now i must limp around.

arrrrg.
cant believe i got injured... because of playing soccer.

Its a sunday morning.

its another sunday again.

who many sundays have we lived past?
who many more sundays will we have?

sunday is a day for me to slpslpslp.

yet today i wake up early to brainstorm for ideas on my project.
sometimes just brainstorming is not enough.

i chance upon this website.

its inspirating.
so far i scan through his photography works.
ahhh. some i like. some i think its average.

but just look at his website,
u will be very impress.

he add in his chinese origins in his website. how nice.. how proud.
hes proud to be chinese.
so am i.




ableh. im still twisting and pulling my brain for ideas.
ermm. what color comes to your mind when i say...
"Ministry of Education website"?




think yr first answer will be blue.
or white.

any other answer?



yesterday work for ferrero rocher roadshow!
funfunfun.
ehehehe! we ate alot of rochers.



my cousin ah girl sittin left to me.
and cousin ah jie above me.

3 of us. kept eating rochers.
AHAHAHHAHA!

later i might be meeting penny to go jurong point.
eat crystal jade maybe.
shes at town now.
i miss crystal jade outings leh.

ahahaha!




yesterday was dear samantha birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!


=)

this is my poster i spent nights doing.
okay lah. just 2 nights.
=X
its the first draft.
due to copyrights policy of Habbo.com,
i cant use their characters.

so the only thing i needa to do now is to draw the characters out myself using vector tools.






but i wanna change my idea.
should i. ?

Presentation Over!

the 30% presentation i need to do is over.
wohuuuu~

i talk for 15 mins.
im impressed by myself.

k enough.
although my dreamweaver presentation is over, i haven start on designing my website yet.

The project i needa do on is,
do a website for Client A.

Client A is MOE, SIngapore.(ministry of Education)

it means i have to design the website neatly.
not funky. not punky.

i wanna make it simple. i plan to use the color black and orange.
add in pictures for every page heading like banner.
arrg. no more ideas.


sian. i dun have much time left. 3 more weeks to finish this website.






kopi is still very smelly. =(

finish

i finally finish watching goong.
the ending is sosososososo sweet.
ahahahahahaah!
i can slp now.







but hell no.
i needa prepare for tml presentation.
shitty tutor.
i forgot what i wanna say for my presentation alr.

i should go write my presentation speech now.

Back.

School
im in school having lesson now.
suppose to type my story characters' dialogue script now,
yet im typing in this blogger brown box again.

its boring lah.
i fall asleep typing just now.
its not as if i don't enjoy doing my work.

its my story. of cause im happy doing all these.
from the outlines to story synopsis, now to script.
im proud of my story.

(although my story is ... about a abandon dog. i hear some yawns now~)
lol! i choose a simple story instead of a complicated one.

i actually consult my tutor if i should write about a girl whose sister passed away, yet the next day she begins to receive letters from her sister.

or

i should write about this abandoned dog thingy.

She advise me to choose the dog one since im suppose to use this story script for my final year animation work.


arrg, enough about school.

i didnt sleep for.. a day.
I watched vcd "goong" the korean show till 7.30am. drink some coffee, change and come to school.
best still..school ends at 6 today.
its a full day fill with lessons today.

and then at night there is lion dance.

my eyes are closing again.
my classmates are laughing at me for not slping just to watch vcds.
deh. they dunno how addictive it is!

ahahahahahah! "goong" NICCE~







HongKong Trip.

hongfang remember to bring lots of long pants and thick clothes to here.
there iis freaking cold now.
to think i actually brought along shorts with me.
=.=

i feels so handicapped not knowing how to speak cantonese.
ate instant noodle there everyday for almost meal.
the best thing about this trip is actually the visit to disneyland.



feel like a kid again.
ohhh MICKEY, MINNIE. i never know im such a disney kid too.
ANIMATION ROCKS.

mickey and minnie all starts from the humble and simple flipbook animation.
it develops into a classis characters whom everyone knows.
the elderly love them, once.
the kids love them.
people like me.. LIKE THEM OF COZ. im young.

i like eeyore more.

im sososo lazy to blog photos of hongkong trip anymore.








i miss 3 days of lessons. damn. have to catch up like some spider.

back to scriptwritting.

Im still in hongkong.
and this prepaid internet card can only last me internet access up to 24 hrs.
i pay 20$ for 24 hrs of internet access.
=(

I already spent 2 days here.

its really.. eat shop eat shop(or shop eat shop eat).
right now we are penniless.
cause we just went to the night market. causeway bay. and alot of places i dunno where to shop.

f7 presents i have alr bought.
ehehehe. i handpick and choose for a long time before deciding on which to buy for u guys.

FIRST DAY.
we practically didnt slp for 2 days. flight day.. and the first day i reach hongkong.
so we look abit.. gong here. btw i watch "goong" on the plane. lucky i brought laptop and vcds.
"goong" nice nice nice, like another version of... meteror garden 1.



errr.
blogger is down. i cant upload photos.
AYA. SIAN.

oya!
i brought tons of earings from causeway bay.
and then while we were walking back to the train station, i was thinking of buying somemore of f7.

so i walk back and brought it.
i brought 3 earings meant for f7.
it was wrap tgt in a paper pack.
i happily slot in into the big paper bag full of clothes.


and when i came back to the hotel room,
i found this pack of earings gone.

ARRG, one of the earing was for zhijuan.
its a very cuteee and unique... earing.
its the last pair somemore. i brought one for myself too.
u will sure like it.


aye. cant show u here.
show u next time.
anyway i got u other stuff lah.
that earing shop at causeway bay.
i stay at jordan area. which is.......


not say very far,25 mins ride. must change train 2 times..
but still far to me lah. its like another island.

lol!

its 2.35am.
tml is bellbell sim's birthday.

thats the reason for this hongkong trip..
to celebrate bell's birthday.

and tml(today,17th) we are going disneyland.
and then at night go to the peak.
im very tempted to go to the night market again tml. i haven finish buying.
=XX


most of the things here are nice and cheap,

exception. SHOES.

i mean those pumps. ladies shoes, etc.
a normal one cost like 40$(cheapest) to 60$(average price).

one thing is their designs is special.
u wont find that in sg.
in sg, the shoes all look bloody alike.
here, its alll..... like one and only design. every shop sells diff designs.

ok. enough of shoes.
i still cant upload.

and my sis is slpin like a log here beside me.
YES. she sleep wif me. on a single bed.
why must she squeeze with me??




>.<

anything u guys wan me to buy on behalf do tell me by tml
i saw stuffs like ipod cover, cheap~
vans shoes. alot~
dunks. lying around like free one. so many shops selling.
imitation goods.

ohh i brought laopobing alr.

okay night.=)

shy~~
i must force him to take a photo. =.=


i cant force him to smile with me. he suddenly come lick me. aye. he didnt wipe his mouth after dinner.
i siam till... i throw him to one side and he went to hide under the sofa.

KOPI

i wake up in the morning. wore my specs. practically, im blind without specs.
i wear it in case kopi poo/pee anywhere else and i accidentally step on it.
gross..


i open my door and kopi came running over to me.
i check around.
gdgd~ no poos/ no pees in the living room.

i then walk to the toilet.


!!!!!!
KOPI PEE ON THE NEWSPAPER TRAY!
AHAHAHHAHAHA! finally!=))


i gave him a treat.
and
i happily went to bathe.



after bathing i came out to found a pool of pees right in the middle of the living room.
=.=


anyway its a great improve for him to finally recongize the uses of the newspaper tray.
ahahahaha!

im in class now. monday school ends on 6pm.
and i just receive a call from my sisters. younger and elder.
they ask me if i wanna go to hongkong.

when?
this coming wednesday.
=) im so .. surprise.
i have school.



howhowhow? nvm i decide to PON school lo.
wednesday is the important presentation. im emailing to my tutor on tuesday night. telling him ill be missing class on wednesday and hope that i can present on next wednesday instead.

thursday programming. argggh. give up.

friday game design. its a group project. and i can count on my grpmates cum playmates (in class) to finish it. That 40% project is almost finished. eheheheh.

ill be back on sat or sun.
anyone wans me to get anything?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~

to my brother!

and also to my doggy tham!

kopi's bd is on 22nd August! rem ah tham! dun forget yr younger bro bd.



[SUNDAY MORNING.]

i sleep till 2pm today. i sleep till i wake up on my own.
shalalala~ its very shiok. its been long since i am allow to sleep for that long.

sat work for cisco. was released one hour in advance. simply because there is no crowd there and the resellers ask us to go if we want. =) i still got paid for that one hour la.

kind resellers.

today i wake up, change and went out to get bro's present.
all the way to vivo just to get..


*drumroll*

~
a box of CHOCOLATE.


elder sis got him Armani Exchange Tee.
how to fight.

mine present is sweeter anyway. all the way from vivo somemore eh!
ahahaha! and then went to bras basah just to collect my new specs.

rush home to have steamboat with family;9 people in total plus bro and sis gf bf (my family seems like growin bigger and bigger+ A DOG.)

to celebrate bro's bd.
eateateat.
and then we blow cake.
kopi was left out at one side.. he was too afraid to come near us.


my mum lah. she sing the birthday song too loudly. and scared away kopi.

i took lots of photos.
i have the photos in the camera now but no cable.
so cant upload too.

next time!

thats it. thats my favourite type of sunday. rot eat spent time with my loved ones.

now. 1.07a.m.
im back to doing my project. i needa produced this on firework/photoshop.

arrggh. to do a 3d house is not exactly as easy as i thought,
halfway through more ideas pop out. and im abit lost on this.

Fullstop.

im so naive sometimes. fullstop.
Lets see, u break fullstop up, u get "full" and "Stop".

does that means i can finally fully stop being so naive.

ohh~ fullstop.

freak.

i CHIONG my project till 4.30am last night.
the moment my head touch the pillow, i shut down and fall asleep.

i Wake up at 7.30am.
3 hrs of sleep.

late for 45 mins for 9am lesson.




listen to tutor's lesson, finish the assignment of the day, and now 12.53pm.
the tutor say i will present my project tml since we are running short of time.

WTFWTFWTF. u noe i didnt slp (OK i did slp for 3 hrs) to produce this anot. im fully prepared and confident of my presentation, u tell me next week.


if only i know u will say this, i will get to slp well for the past 1 week. for 1 week i rush and mug everynight for this dreamweaver thingy, diligently try out tutorials.








"ohh i have more time now for a better prepared presentation"
"i can even write a presentation note for presentation now!"

i try to console myself "more is good."






more time is good!



woo~ i should go do project and eat ben and jerry now.
finish project, go home and look for my KOPI.


for the case of ben and jerry,
"more is good!"

KOPI

thats my puppy name,
kopi!


cute eh?
its damn small and only 2 months old.





for someone who has never had a pet (not even fishes or tortoise), having a puppy that cute to me is a very exciting event.

event of the year.

hack i forgot what i actually wanna blog.
right now only my kopi matters.
ahahahah!

and my studies. arrg. must finish 2 more chapters in 3 days.





back to studies.

im studying.

IM STUDYIN.

for the past 11 months, i haven been touching any book as in to really open up and study.
i mean i even have an highlighter with me now to highlight important things.

and im reading up on Macromedia Dreamweaver 8 book.


i hope my interest in dreamweaver 8 stay longs.
if not. wasted my 40 bucks to buy this 3 inches thick book.
and next wednesday i have a presentation to test on my knowledge of dreamweaver.

shalala~ i am still at page 5 chapter one; introduction.



i realize i don't have much time left to do my projects.
and i realize i wanna excel in programming. although it really make my head crack.
reason being,

1)being a programmer is soo wow~~.
2)challenging eh!
3)because everyone(mostly everyone) sucks in programming, it motivates me more to be different from the rest.
4)i reckon programmer are clever logical people. (*clearthroat*)
5)i think i dun have any talent in programming. (i just like provin myself wrong)



Monday lion dance training are like practicals.
Thursday lion dance training are like.. theory lessons.

Time pass faster on monday,
and slower on thursday.

and this week pass so fast.
once again, tomorrow is friday.





first C++ lesson tml.
im lookin forward to it.



"WOW! PROGRAMMING."

night.

What is the world coming to.

http://flatrock.org.nz/topics/odds_and_oddities/ultimate_in_unfair.htm
U can read on more about it here.


This photo was taken in 1993.

People question why didnt the photographer help the starving girl?
whywhywhy.
It was a era that photographers are discourage to touch these starving people in case of diseases.


In my opinion, i think the photographer did no wrong.
However, it was sinful.

sinful to just let the girl be and walk to a tree, talk to god and cry.
God wont save that girl. He can. and he didnt. Stupid people.

I think he didnt do any wrong because how many more of such starving people can he save? One, two, or three more along his way.
What he did was right, he took a picture of that moment, capture it and this photo was publish to the world.

He makes people take note of whats going around the world.
He touched people with this photo.





We are now in 2006.
The mighty 21st century.
what the fuck is with this world.

13 years had passed.
People are still starving.


I promise to myself i am not going to waste any food from now on.

3 hours later after seeing that photo, i ate my supper, Fried Chay Kway Diao.
It was .. distasteful. i finish half pack and throw the rest away.




"huh? what did i promise to myself 3 hrs ago? cant remember man, forget it."

I reach on time.

i reach my classroom at 9.02AM.

I am not late today, finally.





AHAHAHhahahahaAHHAHAH. happy.

whywhywhy.

my stupid sister.
she forgot to set the alarm clock at 7.30am.
hence i was late.
9oclock lesson, i wake up at 9.

i was so determine to wake up early and reach school in time today.
i was late for lessons throughout the first week, last week, everyday.

when u r so determine to get something done, and it goes wrong, its very peichek-ing.
i taste failure again.
the last time i feel like a failure is when i cant get the chemistry calculation of moles right.


a issue of forgetting to set alarm clock can make me taste failure.
sounds serious. but WHYWHYWHY.

i told myself repeatly i am not going to be late for today's lesson.


i wake up and the first thing i did is to curse my her.
i swear i wont let her use my phone alarm clock again.
i swear upon... my grandfather's name.?
lol watever shit lah.

i dun even noe whats my grandfather name.
eh Tan dunno what.

go home ill ask my mum.

nevermind. STUDYSTUDYSTUDY.

me

is it just me and my brain acting weird?
or things are getting weirder?

how come it seems like things are no longer the same.
im bothered.

Yesterday

Yesterday went to vivo city again.
ITS BIG.
no matter how we walk, we seems to be struck at level 1 and 2 only.

or is there no level three?

hahaha! after that went to watch movie with sisters and bellbell.
the movie starts at 12 midnight, so i have to take a cab and rush from vivo to west mall.


waited for 20 mins and i still see no available cab in sight.
wtf. when i need a cab it just all hide away from me.when i dont need one, its like all over the..road.
The taxis are all hiding up waiting for the midnight charge to start at 11.30

at 11.32pm i finally hired down a cab.
took with zhijuan, weiming, and rodney.


i reach westmall at 11.56pm.
IM IN TIME.
ahahahahaha!

//


i watched Sinking of Japan. of JAPAN SINKING. i forgot the title of the movie. should be the first one laa sounds nicer.

it got abit of geography terms used in the movie.
im like watching a documentary rather then a movie.
instead of concentrating following the storyline, i concentrate on watching the visual effects.
its veryveryvery nice.


btw the storyline goes like that,

Japan trench, which is parallel to Japan, is moving.
the Plates are moving too fast.
and that makes japan trench sink further into the mantle.

2 converging plates. and Mount Fuji is in risk of erupting.

Visual effects are great. the story plot is predictable.
Ayeh i alr know that main lead is the hero of the day. Japan will be save from a nuclear bomb.

There are abit of political shits in it.
Like america buying up japan stocks, betraying Japan when Japan seems like its going to be destroy, forever.
And using of nuclear bomb to bomb up the plate, so that the sinking of the plate will stop.

its ironic how nuclear bomb is used in this movie.. considering nuclear bombs is what led to the downfall of Japan in World War 2.
right?


just when i was enjoying the movie, 15 mins into the show, bell pull my sleeve trying to get my attention.
bell: You know how to listen meh?
me: *blur* im understand the movie ah.
bell: i dunno what they are talkin about.
me: *O YA AH*

they are speaking in japanese.
for the past 15 mins i have been readin the subtitle without realizing im listening to japanese.

bell dunno how to read subtile. shes only 6 years old. how to read one long string of english words?

45 mins later, i gaze over my left shoulder and found her sleeping in my sister's lap.



-.-


//

i have to really start studying and drawing now.
later my family members will all gather up late evening to have steamboat together.
its been long since we last gathered up.

bro will be back. ohhnono..hes back. think he will be bringin his gf over later on too.
elder sis will bring bell and her bf here in the evening.
younger sis joey, she fuckin took my hp out and went to look for her nearby friends to play volleyball or something.
mum is busy choppin up crabs and "heipo".
father is busy with his dvd movies. he blasted the volume damn loud. imagine him playing the fire of region dvd...
noisynoisy buay tahan.

as for me im in the room diligently doing projects.


i love my family.










im hungry man. whens the steamboat gg to start.

pppp

sometimes when there are things i do not wish to accept,
i just treat it like its not there to bother me.

see no evil.
and u just naturally feel calm.
dunno thats so right or wrong.

sooooooo hungrryyyyy. once again im in class having some time to blog. 30 mins have past, and that ang mao game design tutor still haven speak a word. he is still configurin his laptop to the projector.

tribute to ahjuan!

limzhijuan happy birthday!

today is lim jia xiaomeimei birthday,

being the most blur one in f7, i dedicate one page of blog entry to u okay?
yr present for this year, happy?
u should be happy!
still my entry is a no fight wif yr boy's ring leh.
=)

hack.
happy happy birthday!

first day of school

im still rottin in my classroom.
first lesson, animation theory askin us to do a flipbook animation,

haaa! thats is fun.


second lesson of the day,

sss,(scriptwriting, storyboarding, storytelling)

which is now. its damn boring..

dun even know what am i suppose to do now. this lesson is all about talking. talkin and talking craps.



iszit this ipod red nice?





feel like getting one.
but i alr have a mp3 phone.
its very leichek to bring so many items out leh.




ohh my turn to present. my turn to talk crap.

7 minus 2

equals to 5.

5 days more,


and school reopen.


i dunn really like school.







freakin tired today. partly becoz of lion dance, partly becoz of the haze.
blur my eyes till i cant see properly. ALA how long more do i have to live like im in genting highland.

global warning. where is superman clark kent.

SAVE THE WORLD! save the world from stupid morons who pollute the world. i think i might be one of them.
its hard not to sin.

neh.

i spent my days fruitfully these few weeks.

work, slp early, quit drinkin tea at night.(too lazy to wait for the water to boil)
despite that im still havin breakout every now and then when periods come.

big pimples is okay. but i cant stand BUMPS.
so finally ytd went to see a doctor. ekii. must take med.


i have nothing to blog leh. later going chinese garden with my family!
nope. its not exciting, but i have nothing to do at home.
must as well go spent some quality time with family.



photos blog.


breaktime! makanmakanmakan.










mum's birthday.




jo's bd. WET HEAD!


rod's dramatic look.


cute lahhh~






PHEW.


penny. and my banana hairtied.


it look like f7 from this angle arh?


im the main lead here okay!


bell took this photo, on her OWN, with my phone.


my structure for one of my project. i spent like 3 night doing it.
and i score B for that module.
arggg!


Sam.


a old $50 note. didnt manage to get my hands on it though.
someone else exchange it before i do.


Spot the question here??



The question here is... ... ... (drumroll*)




















whos the uncle behind?





=))

ahhhh..so tired

tml.

lastday of work at john little.
=) workin 12 hrs shift for like 6 days in a row is damndamn tired.

but still can tahan lah, i have fun over there.

today when i was doing the fittin room shift, this ah ma went in with 2 little boys to try clothes.
the 2 kids were so noisy in the fittin room.

kid a: ahma.. you cannot wear this shirt lah.
kid b: wear alr so fat.
ahma: bu ke yi cuo (cannot wear)


and the fittin room was full mind you. imagine yr grandsons commentin on how fat u were so loudly in public, how embarrassing that can be.
i laugh to myself sliently and continue stoning away.

so many funny incidents happened when i was working at there,
but i cant remember alr.
ha!

the batch of temp staffs were also nice people. crack so many stupid jokes.
still can share ghost stories while we are havin our break.
i will miss u guys.






i suddenly feel so lazy to work for cisco on 6-8th.
penny might not be able to make it..
duan me. =( haha!

fang and sam one at tampines so far. but there can slack.
(coz got those corners u can hide and go shop for awhile or something. and tampines mall is food paradise man.)

left juan linda and ting.
scarly all duan me.
ehehehe! den i tell irvin ehh, from 7 people to one.

but the moment i think of the will-be-delayed-pay, i dun feel like workin for irvin anymore.

F7! want anot?





its 2.30 in the mornin, and im not yet in bed.
my bro asked me to finish his poster design for him. everytime last min throw me task to do.
that time after lion dance spring cleaning from noon to nearly 12am midnight, i reach home to find him waitin for me to help him do his project poster.

it must be hand up the day after.
see! how last min.
come back so tired still must crack my brain.

this time round asked me to finish another poster.

TADAH!





just 3 weeks of not using my mac apple lappy,
the software are alr all outdated.
i think must spent like a day to update all the software.

timetable is out! and woo~

my programming teacher is no longer that fucker steventham. (zh i dun mean to scold yr relative, i cant stop myelf)=X
my new programmin teacher is my own class mentor. an indian tutor. a nice fellow. and definately 100xs' better then the fucker.

have storyscriptin, gamesdesigns, animationstheory, visualinterface, and programming lessons for next sem.
think it will be fun.
i miss photography and drawing lessons. although the drawin tutor is another fucker.


listenin to the drawin tutor talk is a torture. and most of all, i spent 2 hrs for a drawing, and he rewarded a b- for that drawing.






i miss school a little now seeing my new timetable. everyday starts at 9, end at 1 as usual. one day one module.


arrrgg. i wanna go cut my hair short. cut away those remain dyed hair at the end...
i wanna blog abt alot of things,but i forgot what i wanna blog about alr. lala~ should blog again tml after work.

being quiet,

sometimes being quiet about somethings can lead to some miscommunication.

and
sometimes being quiet makes people thinks that you are aloof.

sometimes being quiet makes people thinks that you are so easy going.

sometimes being quiet makes people thinks that you are so "nevermind".



but im not.
there are somethings never meant to be said.
somethings i wish to say, but eventually didnt come out from my mouth.
i think before i act, maybe this keep me from doing silly mistakes.


i don't feel good of cause. keepin somethings not said out, worryin what IF this what IF that. i do feel being pusharound at times.

the first time, the second time, and it kind of didnt stop.
and i know it wont stop unless i want it to be.

that is to speak out my mind.

im not a direct person.i must say.

a msn nick of "it's not mine to vie with in the first place" can led thamtham to think that im in love with mingshen.






neh.im not gd at handling relationships. let it be lovey or peers relationships.
it stops me from saying things that i wanna shout out.
knnbccb.
must as well me hide in a corner and try to blend in with the wall.


i feel betrayed. i didnt act out.
coz i have this alternate thinkin that maybe im feelin the wrong thing, maybe it wasnt seems at though it is.

i feel leftout by a bloody mrt fare of $1.40 from orchard to toa payoh. i didnt go round screamin on phone, WTF friends are u all?
although i feel very much like.
but i know after screamin, nothing will happen except more cracks on our friendships.
and its not after screamin, u guys will come dinner with me for my sake.
in e end i went to eat katong laska on my own.


there is this human rights that allow us to choose what we want to do, and not to do.
if people choose not to come with me, i shouldnt have the right to scream at them, and them yellin at me back.

i believe in that.
that makes me so aloof.

mum say that i was a antisocial kid in kindergarden and primary one.
to me schoolmates and classmates are so stranger. they are a butch of kids to me.
they only play with water ducks.
i only have fun when i was still hangin out at bukit panjang blk 200+ near market there.

in kindergarden,

i played catchin barefooted.
i climb up the roof of the playground like nobody cares.
i go around kickin vendin machines(before camera was installed in it).
i gathered up with my cousins and outside friends go to the nearby big drain and catch tabpoles. we fall and laugh at each other.
i went up to level20, the highest level in this blk in my housing estate with my cousin to look at scenary. i remember we saw cck expressway instead, and there is a bigbigbig factory beside it.
i go around throwing rubbish notes inside letterboxes.
i go around comparing who can go the highest with the swings.
i learned how to swing high high high high up above and the method is to stand and swing.
i knew how to make a skippin rope with only rubber bands.
we will make it longlonglonglong so that 5 of us could jump in and jump together.
i longed for my first red ant bite because my cousin always tell me a red ant bite feels like BCG injection.
i knew how to make a bird trap.
i played with waterbombs with the rest under the blk and make a din, police came and we got caught. lucky we were minors(under16) no records.


___________________________________________________________________

when u were young, the sky is the limit. cause u dunno wheres the limit.

now im 17, the sky is still the limit. cause i push myself for the better.

but why when u were young, you could trust everybody and say friends forever to everyone.

now when im 17, i couldnt place my trust anywhere except myself.



come on lah, 17 of years in life, i know everyones is selfish when it comes to somethings.
regardless of whats the thing that matters to you, u feel selfish at times.
(of coz selfless at times too. humans are beautiful)


i lie, u lie, we all do lie. lies are so part of our life.
white lies, "black" lies?
it is still lying.


why cant i have the eyes of a mosqitoe?
i can see things from more angles. thats what i want.
see things more clearly.

i wish i was living in the 30's.

if i were living in 1930's, i should be 70+ going on 80 now.


or maybe right now buried under the earth.

so that i wont get to see the end of the world.




i really believe the end of the world is coming soon.
if... im right. IF LAH>.<,

how will u spent your last moment on earth?





THINKKK!




i just read the newspaper that ice are melting like.. free one at some ocean.
over the past 25 years, it only melt little by little.

from 2004 to 2005, almost half of the icy area are gone.
HALF EH.

what will become of the world.
i dunno.. neither do u.
so dun bother to think man.


OHH btw i saw suntec city is havin a promotion.
use american express credit card to enjoy a 30% rebate when u shop at there.



this mornin wake up and receive my results. woo not bad.
got one AD, 1 A, the rest B and B+.

and my ISmodule got B leh.
Bbbbb~! i didnt do anything.
i didnt even do my individual presentation.. reason being i skip that particular lesson which was suppose to be the presentation day.

i didnt plan it. my grpmates didnt inform me they will be presenting in that lesson.

Surprisely it was graphicdesign that got AD. i thu that tutor hate me. i always didnt use her idea.

and it was programming that got A. now its opposite, i hate that tutor.
i know shit about programming, and i got A.
wahahaha!

drawing, phototaking got B.

drawings, draw like siao got a B. but im lucky lo.. i skip his lessons alot of times. uncountable.
phototakings, i thu i did pretty well. but was awarded a B too.

im itching to eat some icecream.

my pay is owe.. again. WTFWTFWTF.

seriously i wonder why i have to go to work punctually, when my pay is always late.

always tell me this date, and it will never arrive on the date they promise.
they say 10th sep, i called on 12th sep(today) and they give me another date.

by end of this week.
if by end of this week, i didnt receive it, i think ill call and gan the incharge alr.
its not the first time eh..

work for events management company sucks.

im talkin abt the cisco job btw.





weee~ got my phone back. JUAN!? u got back yours?
after waitin for like 1 hr+ at nokia care@orchard.

just to collect phone. i have to wait that long in the queue.
almost everyone who came out was holding on to a N6280, or N80.



penny! becareful with your current 6280. think u faster go change better. dun change to k800i also. that phone will also give u alot of problem.







saw mdm pee on bus 106 today while on the way to town.
she and another chinese teacher, whom i dunno the name.

SRY AHH! 4 years in school and i dunno yr name, tts why i didnt greet u.

i only greet to mdm pee. =XX

that thin thin chinese teacher who is incharge of basketball girls or boys i think. that teacher who took jody's pencil and never return. and i think that pencil belongs to tze ting. iszit?

after dunno how long, jody still talks abt it when he saw that teacher in school.








my throat is dry and itchy now. not a good sign. esp when im gg to start work soon at john little, jurong point,
u all free come look for me to eat lunch or dinner together ok!

=)

i feel like eating baked rice from pastamania now.

ohh talkin abt food.
when i was eatin my dinner at the dining table jus now, i overheard my mum having her usual lame conversation with bellbell.
i dunno why a 49 years old lady will like to talk to a 6 years old kid (a untamed one somemore) so much.
and my mum always talk to her about big ISSUES like meaning of life.

ayoo, like she understand like that. i put down my spoon, turn, and saw bell drawing something on the Ikea catalogue book, while my mum continue on her speech.

obviously shes entertaining my mother.



i continue my dinner. got chilli meat for tonight dinner. shiok.


meanwhile i was still listening to their conversation.

mum: next year u will be in primary one, must buy food on your own.
bell: i know how to buy...
mum: I'll give you 50 cents everyday. u sure anot, know how to buy.


i stopped eating, turn again and told my mum,

"50 cents jia sai (eat shit) ah?"


i remember in p1, i have $2 for allowance. which i know is more then enough.
because i see my friends having only like 50c to $1 daily.

i always spent only $1 and save the rest.
i never tell my parents im receiving too much.
=)) muahahahah! who will do that.

i save till i have like around $50, and one day, i wake up to find my money missing.
nobody admit..

right now, i think my mum and dad took it.
and then reuse the money, give it to me for allowance again.

so jian.






bell: huhhhh~ only 50 cents. i want 500.
joy: ya, 500 cents ahh.


i think bell dun understand me what im talkin about. she went back to her drawin instead.

i cant live without a phone.

a proper handphone that is.
my pinky-gay color n3250 is lying somewhere at orchard-wheelocks place, NOKIA CARE now.

i send it for servicing.
and now im using my house spare hp, some samsung old phone. and button "3" is spoilt.
which means when i type msg, i cannot type "d,e'f" is damn jialat lah.

i suddenly realize how many "d,e,f" we had to type. "e" is the most common one. "f" is rarely used, unless u wanna type "if, or of" lah. "for" can be substitute by "4".

i need to crack my head, to think of words to subsitute in. JUS to type one short msg like "ill meet u soon."


in the end i sub. "meet" for "c"(see).





i work for cisco at toa payoh ytd. from 11-9. really wan my life.

work alone. my partner leave early, which means if i wanna go slack awhile, there wont be somebody to help me cover up.
and thar partner even more tokgong den me. he slack like free one.

for the 3 hrs when he was workin wif me, i rarely see him. he say he is gg some corner to distribute flyers instead, i think he went to watch the project superstar open audition.

oklah, i rat on him in the morning. but u dun have to leave early de ma. i sian tilll.

mornin he was late for an hour+.
i told the in charge when she call me to check if he was here alr.
he didnt ask me to cover up for him anywhere.

=XX



the rest of the f7 went out wif d6 ppl to ktv at party world.

ask them to come toapayoh eat dinner wif me, all dun want.
kns, gana ps by so many ppl in a day.
the reason? because bus fare too exp. transfer fee to toapayoh really that expensive ma?
toa payoh and orchard is only 2 mrt station away man.



nvm lo. i call penny and complain to her.
feelin much better, i went back to slack at work.

hahahaha!

saw this begger sellin tissues near cisco roadshow booth.
he was blind.
and people walkin pass him never seems to stop, to at least take a look at him.

he was holdin 3 tissues pack in each of his hands. and say loudly to passerby "Thank you!" "grateful to you!" in chinese.

and some lady staff from leehwa jewellry shop opposite brought a bowl of minced meat noodle for him.
=))

and the uncle was sosososo grateful.



while i was complaining to myself how tired and bored is my job, the blind uncle cant even find a sucky job like mine.
so im much much much more fortunate then him.

the next time u think your life sucks.
think about this little person, the blind uncle who probably wont make any difference in your life.




im gg to collect my phone, go do some shoppin, trim my messy like grass eyebrows tml.

seriously,
i cant live without a properly functioning phone.


im hungry, needa find some food to fill myself .
ahhh, why is msn not workin.

if there is a start, there will be an end.

how come?
how come there is no such thing called, forever.

we wont live forever.
we wont stay like that forever.
time wont freeze, no matter how u try.


ahBLEH.
i dun think i understand my words too.

what i am tryin to say is, if theres a start, there wil be an end eventually.
regardless of anything.

penny say: tian wu bu san zhi yan xi
joy reply: yaaa yaa yaa THATS THE THING I WANNA SAY.=))






i am still like a lamb. lost in the jungle.
where the fuck is my lion.

OUR BLOG!

we have a joint blog @

www.lameblogaddress.blogspot.com

Agony

the "agony" of having to do what i dont feel like doing.
seriously i have no interests in the orientation.
making new friends are important, but theres no hurry right.

U mean I have to bond with a class that i dunno at all in 1 week and produces a skit, show, or performance, etc in such a short time.

As if i would.



Recently my neighbour start to pour his dirty used water at the common corridor, near the stairways there.

And then, one day after coming back from school,
at a closer look,
i saw bubbles forming out on the surface of the water.

eeeeeeeeeeek.
i thu he poured acid.

and then i ask My mum, dad, bellbell to come out and take a look.

my parents conclude they are tadpoles.

=.=
''Maybe is some religious or witchcraft thingy," my mum said.



eeekkk.

projects are coming up.
but these projects are not related to my courses. Its some enrichment projects.

But i still have to do it properly cause there is marks given for it.
siannnnnn ah.

=)) mine mine mine.

my enjoyable one day.

i slept at 5a.m the previous night.
wake up at 10 in the morning.

feel like dying with my stomach cramping like fuck.

then drag myself out of bed, change and headed to the bus stop.

met zj and sam on bus, AND OFF WE GO!


we reached kbox @lot 1 on the morning of good friday.

((haaa! as i was bloggin this, my sister run up to me))
((ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! her "ahh" damn long not kidding))
((got grasshopper!!!))

that grasshopper is that small only.
size of my thumb. quite cute actually.

((my father: let it be lah.. later it will hop out))
((my sis: =.= and return back to watch tv))



back to kbox. WE ALL LOVE kbox session.
but this time round we only manage to gather 5F. linda sam ting zj me.
hf work, hermione camp, penny genting, wx i dunno.

didnt contact wengxi for quite a long time alr.
WX!! contact me if u see this!!

wonder what penny doing at genting highland now.
she say she damn sian to go genting, again.




oya kbox.
as we'r all very hungry, as fast as we step in, we order food.












and then we lalalalalalalalalalala anyhow sing till linda bf and bf's fren came into the room.
shyshy, we all went quiet.














and then they go out of the room,
we lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~~~~ sing again.




























we gaga-gege-gigi.

and lallalalalalalalalalalala~~~

we all went separate ways after kbox.
i went home. ting and zj went wm.
sam went auntie house. linda went to eat steamboat.

as i just step into the house, my mum say elder sis jio us go bugis shopping.
so we all visit the ICON@bugis point.
the shopping mall is sooooooo small.
but u can bargain.. =D thats what we all love~~

next time can ask all the 9Fs' gather there.

after that went tiong bahru eat steamboat.











their fish soup base is very nice.....














full and happy, me and bell took photos. it is suppose to be a duo show.












and then i let her have a solo show,















after that, i went to watch inside man at wm with rod ken yx and gang.

inside man.. i forgot the show plot alr. its meaningful.. the scriptwritter spent alot of effort to write the story.
but its not a very exciting show. 16 blocks is better.

went supper wif rod and yx,, and we chitchat till 4a.m.
mum called and ask me wanna eat fried mee anot.
then she threatened me, u everyday so late sleep, later got pimples ah.



jialat ah. everyday so late sleep.. nonono. i dun wan pimples. =))

speech day'06

i went back to school today.
for the annual speech day.. and i was awarded best performance in 4 subs, top in lvl, and for getting 6 dist.

joy!~ happy!~

what bother me was i actually nearly drop tears in the hall, after watching the video of how yusof ishak was built 40 years down the road. i watch that before on the Graduation Day last year. But that time i wasnt that touched. i know zhihao and hermione were touched. they cried i think.

Today i went back, to the same hall, saw the same bunch of Teachers.. but saw unfamiliar faces of yusoffians. I miss school, miss seeing the previous batch of yusoffians lining up in parade square, den gana scolded and "torture" by adam under the hot sun.

Seeing unfamiliar faces makes me feel aweward.
but 4E1'05 frens are there to receive awards too.
yeahyeah i got ppl to accompany.


Then i went to celebrate with them.

reach home at 1.45.
bath rot chat in msn check mail check ngeeannpoly new timetable eat supper(instant noodle).
now is 4.06 alr.

tml morning still have to go kbox in the morning, jialat. Either i oversleep, or ill still fall asleep during our kbox gathering session.

thamtham introduce me to this website, www.greenpeace.com
do go.
do your part to save the earth.
every efforts counts.
u dun have to be a hero, just boycott soyabeans, mcdonald(seriously), furs or anything that uses animal skins.

i found this photo.
eheheheheheheh!!
this is priceless man.
too bad we cant do this anymore.















left row: me wengxi penny zj linda(gana block)
right row: hf hermione ting sam

this was taken on our graduation day.
that day, we were all very happy and excited to graduate. =))

hide and seek

for the past 3 days, i have been playing hide and seek in taka dept. basement one.
im the player,
the auntie superviser is the seeker.

i try to hide away from her everytime i see her approaching my direction.
she damn kp.
instructed me to do this, n change her mind later on.

and i always take 10mins toilet break.
10 mins!!=D


my feet R sore, very sore now.
zj feet more worst. she wear heels for 2 days for work.=>24hrs ++
her feet is totally flat now from all the stretching.LORL!
even typing now stress my shoulder muscles.


yawn~~~ =))

so tired.

workin stress me up.
standin 12 hrs a day is tiring.
repeating my words to the customers is even more tiring.
and i cant get to drink water, =.=

forget it..
for the sake of money, =X



yr sincerely,
money face.

i'm back. (in a low pitch voice)

k lah. im always here.
didnt blog for a long time,
so now im gg type damn long.
just to prove that im still alive.
IM ALIVE>.<

i suddenly remembered that when i was young,
i called this no. 7654321.
and it actually got through.

and i hang up.

i ask ting, sam and zj if they dialled 7654321 b4 when they was young..
tzeting say she didnt.
sam say she didnt try calling 7654321. BUT she tried calling 5656565 b4. in fact she called TWICE.
the person have callerID bax. coz he or she called back to sam and ask who called this no.

ehehehehehehe!! sam so gong.
im smarter. i called 7654321 in PRI 1. callerID not invented yet.weeee~

Zhijuan also did the same thing as sam. she dialled 5656565 once.

AHAHHAHAHA!! when we were young, we were just so cute.





got to work tml. from APRIL FOOL 1st to 12th april.
weewee~
haven been working that long since i quit night safari job.
AND i haven receive my last night safari pay lei.

but anyway, receive alr also mux pay my debts. pay bro, pay sis.
left 2hundreds to survive till i got my next pay.

mdm wai told me ill get to go back to school during speech day.
zhikai told me ill get medal or cert+ voucher/ OR CASH!!
i wan cash. cash is more practical.

yesterday went penny house,becoz i dun feel like going home tt early.
joey went sec1 orientation camp. nobody at home~
went her house eat dinner wif her family. AT THE ROUND dinner table.. facing her mother. its damn paiseh lah. her whole family was at home except her younger sis, who is also at the sec1 OCamp.
sam's younger sister also.
SO GOOD. OUR SISTERS are all in the same school.

AT THEY ALL HAVE OC.

THEY WONT BE AT HOME for 2 nights.

THE KING"S SIZE BED WILL BE MINE ALONE for 2 nights.

but guess what,
the 1st night i was woken up by the early birds merrily chipping away.
i didnt sleep well.
the 2nd night i was woken up by the "songka" band at the opposite block.
i understand lah, the band is nessesery to send the dead peacefully away.

in summary, im just sway.

today, i ask ting to help me at my mum's and aunt and uncle new opened claypot foodshop at bukit batok.
ask her help me give out flyers.
we end up doing posters instead.

and my cousins help gave out flyers in 10 blocks. mailboxes.

we finished at 5.30, and hurry go fetch bell bell from childcare.
since joey is at camp, mum and dad busy,
bell followed us to queensway as ting wanna go there look for her ideal shoes in mind.

along the way, bell never shut her mouth up. the longest duration she didnt open her mouth is for 10 seconds, i think.

klah. she entertained me and tzeting till queensway.
we eat dinner.. I MUST SAY: Queensway central food market, the stall selling satay bee hoon, your potion of bee hoon is tooooooo little lah.


i brought the $4 potion
(thinkin of sharing wif bellbell)

ting brought the $3 potion



the 2 plates look exactly the same.
and i think the auntie see me and ting so thin,
the bee hoon also give abit only.

not like e bee hoon is gold thread,
and i still mux share wif bell.

in e end, it is the $3 ou jian that make me full.

at the end of the day, bell entertained us again by dancing.
heres the video.






OPPS. camera not wif me.its wif my sis.
post it other day.






My beloved sis, joey is back from camp,
they have nice orientation camp shirt.. blue jersey(look like soccer jersey)

unlike my year, we have ugly tees.
thinkin back, i thu it look quite nice den.

(back to my sis)
she's back. and i have to share the BIG bed wif her. not that im unhappy, im just not generous when it comes to bed-sharing.
she always kick me in her sleep k.

In-turns, i keep her back.
and we kick-n-kick-n-kick-n-kick-n-kick.

I WON!! ehehehe im kidding.


ill share the bell bell dancing video some other day.

a beautiful morning......

it looks like a perfect morning.

later i get to play mahjong wif ling,seb,cc,ting.
then my bro came back, and sleep in his room.

i actually planned to play mahjong in his room.
nvm. mahjong session cancelled.sorry eh. =X

i went back to sleep.
wake up at 12.
look through the newspaper for jobs.
and use the com.
talk to tzeting on phone.

we have nothing to do today..

and then i chanced upon some unkind remarks.

this is when i found some true friends around me.

how humans r cruel.
like the tammy porn thingy of nyp.
we know its not right to view or comment on her behavior,
but we did anyway.

ytd watched a 7.oo o'clock drama on channel 8,
what the show says does make a little bit of senses.
one of the character, e begger, say that we always wanted to make ourselves looks presentable, more generous, or show that we are kind.
but R we really that kind, or generous, or watever-we-want-to-look-like.

it makes us more happy though.
being happy is more important then anything else.

The first step towards happy days,
that is to have no desire.
(huhhhhhhh? i sounds like some temple nun. this one cannot make it. i have alot of DESIRES)

eheheheh!
the FIRST STEP TOWARDS happy days,
hackcareless.
(this one can. i can do it!!)

i returned my uniform ytd,
quitting is not so much a hassle as i thu so.
just go.. return uni. pay money. ask when i get my pay,
thats is lah.
e KPKB manager didnt even see me notice me,which is veri good.
seriously i think he should find another job to do.
he's a malaysian, and i think his job really sucks.
sitting in e office wholeday doing a/c, surf net abt maplestory, chitchat with some of us working over there(this is when u get to slack). OMG, he actually play maplestory lah.
i thu only youngsters like us plays it.
when u sit around too much, thats when u find fats accumulating in yr body.
not wonder he seems over-weight. a little.

weeeee~ hope u never get to see this entry.
cause u will get hurt.
thats when u can use my method k,
hackcareless.

changes

are necessery in our lifes.
LOL!

But do we change for the better,
or we change for the worst,

its up to yrself to decide ma.

im chaoboliao*nothing better to do.

As...

i eat the oranges (that had been untouched since chinese new year) kept in the box,
i suddenly remember that when i was in primary 1,
there is this slightly fat *opps* i mean chubby girl in my class.
i used to think if only i could be as fat as her.

coz my losao aunties would always comment how thin i was during our family gatherings.
den they will say "see, my ah kim*whoever it is* is so fat."
"like that grow up den pretty k"
"you must eat more"
"blarblarblar"

its not that i wanna be so skinny...
but no matter how much i eat, how much chocolate i swallow. how much sugars and salt i added to my meals, i never seems to grow fat.
the only thing that increase is my blood pressure.
sobbbbbbbbbb~

But as i grow up, people around me start to use the word "diet" everynow and then.
they wanna be thin, they wanna slim down.
while im trying to get fat.
how irony our world is.

moral of the story,,

man would never be satisfied with themselves.

YES! I just called my manager and told him i wanna quit.
>>.<<

laughing at...

how people carried themselves.
how people think its okay to do this and that.
how people treat the others.

Now imagine, im the one being laughed at n hated at.
My mum and dad would be sad for me.

suddenly, i realize im dun like to speak up.
eheheheheheh!
anyway, form A had been submitted.
i put 3 choices only. although i think 1 is enough.
i can hear somebody screamin *haolian*
weeeeeeeeeeeee, too bad lah. i deserves it.

On 10th feb 2006, friday, we all collect our Olvl results.
Most were smiling, some faces look glum.

But we have all moved on to the next phrase of our life. right?
that is most important. cannnot afford to waste our youth time..

I got L1R5 of 9.. L1R4 of 7.
its one point better den prelim.
prelim i got L1R5 of 10.
woooo~ i thu no hope liao. im feeling dejected becoz i dun have a gd week. then mrs wan come up to me and ask who is joy.
and she told me i would have a happy surprise later on.
eheheheheh! sure enough.

THANKS
to miss widya,
who nag,scream,scares,threatened,cry, for 4e2.
she had a miserable one whole year teaching us english.
but we also had fun, and we didnt let u down.
ill remember your teachings. all the passive words n etc.

THANKS
to miss wong,
who showed us the movie coach carter,n apsires us to do better.
she also have a miserable one whole year entertaining(i mean teaching) 4e2 maths, and making maths looks interesting to us. always asked us to draw this and that, fold paper, to help us see the circle better.
we didnt let u down too.

THANKS
to mdm wai,
she is amazing.
POA is easy with her teaching us. she gave us toilet breaks halfway through her lessons. i have a confession to make. we bloodly take our own sweet time to toilet.
she is the 1st teacher that really makes me felt comfortable to talk to, like a good old friend.
she always give useful advise to us..


THANKS
to mdm pee,
who print for us tons of worksheet and notes. *seriously the notes are at least 7cm thick i think*
she spent time and money and effort to make us score, or at least pass.
xie xie ni de jiao dao.
she play "friends" by zhou hua jian on the computer for us.
she buy us chocolates and sweets during remendial.
i miss u. and yr funny/interesting life stories.

THANKS
to mr adam,
who tell us jokes on modern history big shot characters.
for eg. churchill, he look like a bulldog. OMG OMG* would i get sue?
nvm.. history is boring w/o mr adam.
your strict marking made me always just pass your tests.
despite how hard i try to score.
it helps in olvl to help me get A1 for humanities. im veri veri happy.. jump 5 grades up. wowowowoowowowow!

THANKS
to mr low(T.Y)
who teach us physical geog in sec 3.
either yr lesson is too interesting, or im interested in p.geog on my own,
i manage to score A2 by taking 3 physical geog topics+ only 1 human geog topic.

THANKS
to mr lawrence tan,
who makes physics really easy.
i complete phy TYS in 2 days druing prelims.
becox physics is really veri easy... u make it possible.

THANKS
to mr wong,
his $5.50 or $3.50 notes. i cant remember. BUT! it is really very useful.
ehehehheheheheh! i swear.

THANKS
to mdm azizah,
yr tips to study venice for s.s.
coz i really only study venice for s.s..
wow! big risks i know.

okok. i have to go work later on. time to bath n get my butt off the chair.

so siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnz ah.
the coming up event i lookin forward to is class chalet .. and my pay lor.

shoppin..

is fun!
had been shopping for new year clothes for the past few days.

=))
shopping is a very enjoyable thing to do indeed... ...
I CANT WAIT for chinese new year to come!!
=)) *

travel fare....

after 14th jan, travelling around the island is damn expensive.
whenever i alight the bus, i must tapped my wallet again.

if i forget to tapped, jialat.

$2+ in my ezlink gone i think.

So, i come up with a better idea, that is to hold my wallet in my hand till i alighted.
Like that, i can skip the process of opening-my-bag-n-dig-out-wallet-close-my-bag.

I realize that wasnt a good idea afterall.

So, im struck to the process of opening-my-bag-n-dig-out-wallet-close-my-bag.
i miss school days.
i dont have to tap my wallet when alighting.

whoa! today went shoppin with joey.
ehh>.< shoppin is the most enjoyable thing to do i think!
i spent close to $300 on new year shopping spree alr.
not including the nike dunk.
so.. whoa! im spending alot. And i still owe my sister $270.
she have to wait for my payday.
boooo.
k night. i got to work tml.

life duration.

Yesterday night after work at 11, mum called me and informed me uncle had passed away this morning due to a heart attack. I didnt talk much to this uncle before.. wasnt close to him.. never want to understand more about him.. i even badmouthed him before(ithink,dont remember).

A life ended. errmmmm.. thats why life are short. and unpredictable.
Cherish is better said then done.
We will never cherish anything, or anyone, until its lost.

Tonight ill go mourning with my family.
After hearing zh's dad story, i will cherish my dad even more.
ill join him for breakfast if im free..
im always too lazy to accompany him down to the coffeeshop downstair.

Dad have some stomach complications sometimes ago, which im not sure what.. i think is stomach ulser.

anyway..












i brought a fossil watch..
and my 1st-ownself-paid levis jeans.
ehehehehe! now i want a nike dunk from hongkong.
=)) its the shopping spree festival.
tml go shoppin.

3 weeks later.

3 weeks pass since my last post.
and i think i have alot to note down... ...

on the second of jan, or 2nd jan 2006(to make it sounds more neat) ehehehehehe,
i went to apply for jc JAE or usually called the 3 months trial.
i think im crazy or wat, because i started to regret it after 1 week.

back to story,

on the 3rd jan 2006 mornin 8a.m , (mind u, i slept at 4a.m last night), the JC called me. the teacher in charge ask me go down NOW for the orientation 3 days 2 nights camp. i take it as im accepted into the JC and hurry up wake up and pack my bag.
DEN.. this is the most shockin part! i cant find my pe tshirt.

and a series of unexpectated things happened.

Er, in the end, i didnt make it to the camp because im too lazy to continue pack my bag.
i went back to sleep instead.

on the 9th jan 2006, i went to school.. at jjc.
i have only 1 lesson on that day, and after 9a.m, basically i have nothing to do.. and have to wait until 1p.m b4 we can go out of school.
me and ting chat up and talk abt fun times in YISS.

somehow, i started to appreciate mr adam morning assembly talk.
at least his talk was short and quick.
JJC's DM talk was long and slow.
n nobody is listening i think...

i have my 1st chinese lesson 2 days ago..

it was... boring. and den... i started to appreciate(again) mdm pee's way of teaching..
suddenly i remember mdm pee printed tons of worksheet for us. It must had cost alot for her to print so many notes and worksheet. i miss her lesson and her story. T_T

i wanna go back to old time. cancan?
where i dun have to study in the mornin, work at night.
im enjoying the time studyin gainin more knowledge, and earning money workin at night safari.
really im enjoying... my i think my body cannot take it for a further 2 months.
eheheheheheeh!! for this whole week, i only slept 4-5 hrs aday. BTH alr.

somemore not gd for complexion. i dun have flawless white skin like rodney, k.
ehehehehe, its a fact rod. dun deny. anyway its a compliment wat.. oya,
pink is colorful unlike black layout.

i have alot more to blog on JJC and workin place
, but its time for me to sleep.

AND!!! im organizing chalet for 4e2 eh.. or 4e1, 4e2, 4e3 together la..
4e2 mates pls contact me k?? i wanna know when u r free.. and if weekdays chalet during feb is possible for u.. and if u r stayin anot or comin for bbq.
YEAH! anyway ill call u la even if u dun call me. ^.^
to make my life easier, pls call me
thanks!
I LOVE 4E2!
like what miss widya said b4, we shouldnt be paiseh abt admiting our love for our classmates.
i still remember her sayin when she says she love 4e2 to our class, we will go eeekkk.

thats all. hope to blog soon again.(hope to be free soon again*i dun have to go school or work tml)