Troubled.

KBOX YESTERDAY~~



Kbox. our first time at lvl 8 kboxxing.

She's the mic holder.


linda says shes the singing queen.

look at the table. kind of dirty ah.


linda feel blind.
WE ARE HAPPY~~

after kbox session, linda came to my house.
for WHAT?

to play with my dog.


dun tell her she's being shoot.
after that we went bowling at CDANS.
at 12midnight.
Our lady's night have begin...

she look like she's going to fall. if fall, she confirm score a STRIKE.

Our special Lady's Night. lalala~

First round results. i won linda!
with 2 zeros infront, i still won her.
so obviously, im happy..
and she's not very happy.

second round, halfway through, we got the same score. Tension starts to build in...

linda and her new phone.

second round results. i win by a BIG margin, even though i sucks in bowling.
i cant bowl.
i can roll.

after bowling, we feel hungry and went to eat porridge at 24Hr gombak kopitiam.
our usual suppermakan place.

after supper, we feel fat, so.... guess what we do.

AHAHAHAHA! linda says it helps in digesting.
at 3am in the night, we were playing with this,
makin a din outside people's flat.

not very nice i know. but we were happy.

me and my still oily face.
we went home to change and wash up and meet later on to jog.

at 5a.m in the morning, we were at 24Hr gombak shop and save,
SHOPPIN.


linda says she want to buy WangWang GuoDong. =.=

Then we decide to go to kopitiam to have our breakfast.

i rem when i was young, i always have this for my breakfast.
as i grow older, i wake up later, and seldom eat breakfast in the morning anymore.



at 5.30am.
linda 变成KOPITIAM 啊嫂。

nono. she help me bring over my breakfast eh. how sweet!
thanks linda. i still owe u breakfast money ok.
then we start to notice this cat.

we always have all these for breakfast during the yusof time.
right fang?

every morning i will meet linda for breakfast outside yusof kopitiam.
i miss the days back man.


after breakfast both of us end our lady's night. and went home to crush our beds.

Stuck.

The moon shines on you,
the stars shine on its own.
The viewer reach out her hand,
sneak the sky into that empty pocket.

But it no longer shine,
the moon and the stars.
The two ends are burning out.
she has bited her tongue.

That loaded pocket is emptied,
with hope that they will still shine.
The sky that belongs,
it's so near yet so far.

A galaxy away,
she has found her skyway.
Previous possession still haunts,
therefore, she stays.












Have you ever feel stuck somewhere?
got stuck in the life?
just did your business and found that there is no toilet paper in the cubicle?
having to decide to stay in the queue or to rush for that next bus?


DAMN. im hungry.
wheres my chicken rice?





AHAHAH! i remember leon and lion dance chu shi when i speak of chicken rice.
We have chicken rice for our 3 meals in a day.
remember remember?

HURRAY PART 2

A picture shows a thousand words.
thus, ill show pictures instead.




GPA of 3.3.
=(

its lesser then last sem of 3.5.
sian eh.

and with no AD somemore.






okay. i gg bathe and out later again.

HURRAY

I'm feeling sick yesterday so i went straight to bed quite early.
AND I WOKE UP THIS MORNING,

i realize its 14march alr
our result is coming out today neh.
and thamzhihao's appeal result was out yesterday.



and the good news is i changed by HP. number, and didnt update Npal.
so they cant sms me my result.

the bad news is im too nervous to check out my result on net now.
i was feeling nonchalant previously about the result man,
and right now when i think of what my GPA will turns out to be,
i get nervous.


so contradicting.

last sem was GPA of 3.5.
this sem?
will it be better?? or ..







LALALA~im having sweaty palms now.

ok.ill pluck up my courage to check later on.
*shug.

its scarier then watching scary movie 4.

Bacon Bread.

i like to eat bread with bacon.
not just any bread, it must be whiteee breaddd.

=DD.

This coming Sunday kbox meeting, everyone will be going right?
except for Sam. So ill make 6 bacon bread for u all okay!?

its edible.
Don't Worry! My cooking skill confirm chopchop better then Juan's.



anyway i sleep till 3pm today,
woke up by this call from school.
I have previously apply for a sale assistance job for Creative.Technology through NPal, but it seems like they have enough people.
So my job application was push to some admin job, for the E-enrollment thing.


ill be working from 19th march to end of march.

OYES, im employed.
it means im one step nearer to buying my Nikon D80 SLR.

lalalalalala~





i woke up from that call, and then have a bacon bread. (yes bacon bread again)
and went jogging.

SOMEBODY mentioned to me that i have FAT LEGS.

anyway, this time round i was better,
i jog around durnean for one full round without stopping.

the next time i must jog for 2 rounds.




reach home eat my lunch cum breakfast and watch a DVD.
damn.
at the end of the movie, there was no ending.
Apparently, there is part 2 for this movie.


#$%^&*()

ohh and i bring kopi for his 3rd vaccination today.
The vet sounds like she is reprimanding me for delaying to bring kopi back for his IMPORTANT injection.

i have delayed in making the appointment for 2 months.



i was busy u see.
or maybe lazy.




okay thats what i have done today.
i should end my day with maybe a ben&jerry icecream.
NAH! so late alr,
go where to get a ben&jerry man~

go downstair mama shop and qingcai get any wall's brand icecream.

men are all saddistic.

One day, when tom was on his way to school, he saw a big crowd crowding around something. Everyone was discussing ear to ear about something.
He went nearer to check out what was going on.

and he found a little girl lying lifelessly, on the floor.
No one was giving any help.
People around her was plainly discussing why is she on the floor, who is she and etc etc.

Men are saddistic creature.
We love to be a part of everything.
Yet its all for the wrong purpose.





For example, charities show.
we have to see dark, sad videos on how this particualar old patient was going to die before we all get TOUCHED and start picking up the phone and dial 1900-112-whatevercrap to donate $5.

And why do we watch charities show?
Bacause you don't have cable tv subscribed thus, force to watch what is left to watch on plain, boring channel 8 or U.

Or because, of the daredevil action packed stunts perform by the artists.
If some artists got injured during the performance, it will become a BIGBIG thing in which the next day, it will become the headline on The New Paper.

Or if some artists seems like performing some life threathening stunts, it will become the headline too.

Every year same thing, whats the novelty about it.
Yet people still enjoy watching you know.
Contridicting.
You watch these shows, and the next thing you do is to critisize how shallow the shows are, by performing these stunts to attract donations call.





Im better.
i watched the charity shows(because i don't have cable tv at home)
and i don't make donation calls. (even though im touched)


The only exception is that, ill make donations calls for NKF charity show.
They offers me to win something. condo, car, credit cards, cash, and ... alarm clocks when i help to collect money for the charity card.
(remember? the NKF charity card we used to do in primary school?)




i make a $10 donation and i receive a alarm clock FREE!
that MR. Tan help in millions dollars donation and durai give him a $20,000 cheque.




see, human are saddistic men.

im not happy.

i just came back from mac.

and went to discuss ming's friend project at there.
its his friend's school project.
yet it seems like i have to do 80% for the work.
ming did 19.9%.
his friend?


probably 0.1%.

doesnt sounds very right, right.



its yr module project on building a website.
and u approach me for some help.

i say okay, u can call me up to ask for help if u need to.



in the end, it ended up as me HELPING to do the website.
so what is his friend suppose to do?

go to flickr.com download some photos and copy paste some articles.
thats it?

oya have to edit the article and summarize it too.






seriously, the flash project wasnt difficult.
and i actually enjoyed working on flash.

my own flash project took me 2full days to finish it.
its really wake up, eat lunch, sit infront of the study table for the whole day till dinner time, go for dinner, bath, come back work on the project~~



%^&*() on and on and on~~~~

u see..
i think its unfair.
im doing the work, yet u get the credit for it.
its not MINE project.





u ask me why i have to help?
its a damnnn long story.













anyway, i learnt my lesson.
next time i'll charge a fee if anyone approach me to help.






=DD.

Another Day

i wake up at 1pm as usual.

the liondance training yesterday yao wo de ming.
my legs and hands and arms and body are like getting heavier, cant climb out of bed~

anyway.
i wake up, eat lunch with mum and bell.
and embarked to jurong point on my own.
(becox penny dun wan go JP with me =_( )

LOL! she have to go her mum's office to help.
whether she went to help, or she went to create troubles at the office by helping,
im not too sure.

=X


i cut my hair, and leave JP and head home.
later have to meet ming and his fren to do a project.

ill post a entry after i come back, regarding on my unhappiness over this particular project.

AHHHH

i was typing an super long email to a tee-printing company to ask for quotes on tee printing.
and just when i was typing halfway through,
i suddenly have this instinct that the browser might hang.
and i was thinking of saving the email first.


but i trust it lah.(actually i was lazy to save it)

and when i finally finish typing after 20mins,
(i had to phrase my sentences properly)

i click on "send".

guess what.
the browser went "page cannot be found".
okay runtime error.

shit u.
so was the email send out anot?
im not very sure too.
it better did send out.


im lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyy to retype.

this post exists because i cant slp.

that day,
i saw a designer on orchard street.
"wow she must be a designer," i thought to myself.

the first thing i notice about her is her shoe,
er,

YELLOW SLIP ON.
with mickey and characters on it.

den she has got short above the ear bob hair.
with her thick plastic looking black frame spec.

and her 2 times bigger tee, matching the ever baggy pants.

shes big in size for a woman.



yesterday
i bring kopi down the kopitiam to buy my lunch.
as i walk into a blk,
i met another dog owner around my age, grabbing onto the rope that holds a jack russell.
and that damn jack russell got so excited over my kopi, no matter how the guy try to pull his dog, his dog just wont move.

if he dun move, i cant move, how am i going to the kopitiam to tabao my pork soup.

anyway, lets cut short the story.
the dog move eventually, and we headed the same way to kopitiam.
kopi got damn excited too.

so in the kopitiam, 2 dogs are looking at each other excitingly, barking at each other from one end,
while the 2 dog owners ignore each other existence and just tabao their food.


when heading back, i force kopi to jump over a small drainhole.

he was afraid of jumping. he never dare.
so i pull him real hard and he...
bobian have to jump with me lo.

LOL!

and there he goes, he jump and we lalala~ head home.





today

i put on my jogging shoes and..
i went jogging around durnean sec.
one round, and i give up.

hell. i sweat and i feel better.

i haven been exercising for past 3 months.
so im getting more and more unfit.
MUST jog at least once everyweek. if not ill get fatter since i eat bacon everyday.







_______________________________________________________________

fuck.
im not yr maid,
im not beneath you.

dun talk like u noe me inside out and bloody command me.

________________________________________________________________


now lets talk about

tomorrow

lion dance meeting tml.
and gg to accompany juan to get her first dog in her life!
=D. it feels like the feeling i have when im getting my dog that time.

love letter to u.

and friends.

a friend just ask me "do i like my current life".

i reply "i love my life now."
and he say he is envious of my life.
thus, i reply "i have my own misery and pain too".

"but i have great people around me helping me out"



i have people who care for me.
i have friends who will standby me.
i have alot of best friends who will always hear me out.
whereby some people in this world wont even have one.

im contented.
whats money and gold and results man?
(but i still love money k)

thanks for loving me,
my heart goes out to everyone. =D


heartheart,
joy.




liondance tml at 9 and im not yet asleep
^&*@#$%^&*()^

chu shii.

lets see..
my kopi's ass will be on fire again.
im gg to set fire on his ass so that he will learn not to pee right outside the toilet floor again.

im very sway to keep stepping onto his pees whenever i come out from the toilet.

***

liondance chushii.


whenever we are moving from one place to another, we'll be resting.
ting,angie,juan.



and chester.


and then there will be folks like me who cant slp and look around here there everywhere.

another one caught in action. sleeping. leong ah leong~



this photo has got a story behind it. thats why juan is laughing till like that!


kenny and the cute guy. kid i mean, CUTECUTECUTE.


rod is tired too. look at the tissue box in his hand.
even asleep he must hold on to the box of 200sheets of tissues.
P.S: tissues sponsor by penny's mum. taken from her mum office.



look at how long and precise the words is.


cute anot.? can u make out wat is it?

***

i found these photos in my uncle's photos album recently, when i went to his house to bai nian.
can you spot me?











it has been a year since i last wrote on my black diary.
thats a good things.
bacause, only when major things happened or anything that seriously trigger my emotions, then ill start to pour everything out to my diary and i can go on writing for like say, 3 pages.

im going to go write my diary now.
hope the next time i write it, by then i am already 20 or something.
=D

offday.

today was programming exam. im dead tired back from work,
i set alarm at 2a.m to take a nap first, so that i can study later.


ticktockticktock. . .

i woke up at 6a.m in the morning.
i didnt hear the alarm ring.
i study as much as i could, and went to school.

the paper is.. difficult.
=.=



finally is the 12th. off day.
i have been working everyday 10am-10pm for a week. time is like flying in these past few days. it feels like i have not seen the 7's for a long time. i can understand what fang means when she say she miss 7's.


anyway, my job~~ is to sit around and slack the whole day. and play afool with the people over there. the girl sitting beside my booth is damndamndamn funny i tell u!
her actions, her expressions, even unintentionally, will make me laugh and laugh and laugh.
with her, time pass very fast.




i try to study at my work place, i end up highlighting a sentence and went to playplayplay instead.

this girl name is melissa. she is.. blur like zhijuan.

small oranges! sweet and nice~ but too sweet for me.
they brought it at giant.
talking abt giant..

i was queuing up to pay for my pack of bacon at the express counter in giant@IMM. it was already like 10.15pm and everyone is doing their new year goceries shopping at night. so its very crowded.

i patiencely queue to pay and when its my turn,
this women cut my queue.
wo hen angry.

very pissed man.
pisssss.
i cannot tahan people cutting queue.
its like snatching away my fav bacon with bread, just when i was about to put into my mouth.


when im bored. everyone else there is bored. we have to entertain ourselves..

my booth is facing the laserflair (vcd shop) directly infront. and i get to watch tv everyday; 12hr a day.
but they play kid's cartoon like,, fairytopia 3.
wtf is that.


mongolian handcraft hats.
i ask the mongolian lady things about tibet.

the 4 girls know each other from sec school.. they reminds me of sec school.







**
im so lazy to go back to work tml. but i have too.
i wish i wish,, for one more day of offday.

i come to know about this online shopping website.
they sell clothes that look alike to topshop and forever21 and etcetc.

indiesin.livejournal.com/

i have alr set my eyes on something over there. =X
ohh im gg to spent money again.
i got my supermario tee and its damn cute and nice lah.

k time to slp. night!

its seems like a long time..

since f7 last gathering.
i am like rotting in IMM these days.

if u ever visit IMM these days to go to giant and buy yr new year stuffs,
look for me.

people there are nice. fun interesting people.
WAHA
WAHA
WAHA

i got my W850I.
wuhuuu~ whitewhite
fang got the black one.

k i have to sleep now.
night~

politics.

i love political stuff.
i dunno why. its veryveryvery interesting to me.

i should have choose to go to ACJC ah. general paper confirm chopchop can score well.
=X

Yesterday was sis's bf bd. so we sing him a birthday song, blow and bd cake. and the whole family starts to sit down and talk about politics.




not singapore own politics. PAP is the biggest winner in politics here, what else if there to say. yesyes under the leadership of PM Lee, we are improving... and getting somewhere finally.


however,
singapore global political relationships with the other countries.
we are friends of ASIAN, nono we are part of it.
we are friends of UN, nono we are part of it too.
we are friends of indonesia, malaysia, and thailand.

or are we still good friends?

definately not enermies. singapore cant afford to have enermies lah, come on.

3days ago..
Indonesia.
they banned exporting of sand.
why?
why ban a source of revenue for themselve?




because they are not happy with us for IR?
so they show their displeasant by banning sand export and.. we will have no sand to built IR.
my assume.
just when the construction industry is blooming, just when our economic is picking up, they decide to sell us sand no more. (oyee no more no more~)

but then we have the backup sand.
experts are saying "we can used other source then mainshore sand like underseaground sand".




and then here comes malaysia.
Yesterday, johor minister are saying johor flood is solely resulted by singapore land reclamation in sea area between the straits.

while singapore has respond by saying the truth of the johor flood was a result from the recent heavy rain.

as simple as that.


finally, thailand.
seriously whats the hype about an ex-prime minister stopping over singapore to have a meal of bak ku teh with a old friend. in this case, this old friend a senior minister.

its only bak tu teh.
we dun stop visitors from coming to sg to have a meal of bak tu teh.



the thaskin selling shares to singtel comm.
the winning of soccer match 2:1 in the asian cup ytd night.


wuu~ lucky im not in jc.
asking me to criticise and giving my 2 cents worth comments on politics was easy.
asking me to write en detail essay on "how to solve the current situations" was hard.

a white lie.

i think i have sleeping disorder.
i never seems to sleep enough.


lala~ i was late for 9am presentation today, because i overslept. i wake up at 9.damn lucky man. a call wake me up!

whenever i have a important presentation, my fren will always manage to call me at my hp, asking me if i wanna meet her at interchange to go to school tgt.

and on these rare occasions when she call me at my hp, it always happen on the days when i have major presentations and i overslept.

lucky righttt.


nvm. i reach school at 10. get a bread from canteen 2 and then went to support liondance performance at the library. i was suppose to be there de lor. overslept so, you xin wu li.

anyway i merely pass by the library, so i stopover for awhile and watch them from a distance. the security guard didnt allow me to go over. there's some prestige guests from ministry of education ah. =.=

and then i continue to embark on my journey from canteen 2 to FMS block. my cousin is over there, and she has my laptop, in which i need it for presentation.


walk past canteen1, brought my fav green apple green tea.
and... climbclimb here there and i finally reach.

wat a long journey.




my cousin walk down from her blk and pass me the lappy.

ahgirl: AHAHAHAHA!(she laugh heartily. siao one, i haven even start talking yet)
me: siao ah. ehehe presentation over? (no wonder shes so happy. she is in year 3 and in 2 more days, she wont have to come back to np again)

ahgirl: LOL! you 9am presenation now still at here ah?!still can go buy bubble tea!

i was holding it in my hand.
me: nvm one lah. from canteen 2 walk over to here leh! i scare no energy to walk to here, so i went to buy bread from canteen 2. as i chew on the bread, thirsty ma, go canteen 1 buy bubble tea!

ahgirl: =.= what tea is this?
me: Green apple green tea lo. u try u try...


we continue to talk abit more, and i realize

"OYA AH! my presentation."

so i madly dash back to class, request for the tutor to let me present first and told her i have to leave early for liondance performance.

infact, the performance is alr over.
white lie.

=D

Action Pack Night

Just when i completed my thousand words report bla-bla-bla-ing for my website project, i print arrange meimei and thought to myself,
"i can finally sleep early for the first time!"

then i happily went into the room and arrange my study table.
It's so messy.

i never bother to arrange it ever since i brought that table.

it was brought 2 months ago, so not too long also lah.

=D
there is 4 book racks.
the last rack was seldom touch on.

lala~ it is mainly used to put books like " the singapore true ghost story 7, 13 and so". The charlie and the chocolate factory storybook used in sec 2 lit was also place there.


as i went on to arrange the last rack, something come running out of it.
"WAH DUSTMITES!"
the dustmites are damn big.
its the average small beetle size. i thought dustmites are all ants size.

i hurry use the nearest paper available and pia the running fat dustmite to a flat object. Then there comes the horrorrrrr.....

more run out.
OHH jialat.

i hurry wake my sister up, asking her to bring me the pesticide in the fastest rocket speed.
i kan chiong alr ma.

and then my sis just plainly lament on and on and on how i wake her up from her sleep, and she tml got school.
she then tries to mimick snail walking to walk over to the kitchen, bringing me the life saving pesticide.

while you know what my dog do?
he took advantage of the chaotic situation, run into my room, and bite away my roll of purple socks. he simply grab and run to his hideout; his sleeping blanket.

I thought dogs are colorblind. wonder why he like the socks so much.
Previously he was already aiming for that bright purple socks. He keep entering my room and bite away my socks. i always manage to be there whenever he turn his ass away and run out of my room sneakily.


back to dustmites.

5-6 more run out. and i kill them with the all mighty pesticide.
then as i remove all the dusty books from the last rack (i never know there were so much dusts), i saw something again!

this time around, its a.....

cockroach egg.
no wonder the dustmites are so fat and big.
i immediately remove the eek eek egg with tissues and spray pesticides all around the study table area.

now you might think, "Why joy's room so dirty?"
is not lah. i have been cleaning the room now and then.
in exact, my mum has been cleaning it now and then.

the last time she clean was one week ago.
she clean everywhere except the study table. she wont want to mess up my stuff ah,
if not ill get upset and screammmmmmmmmmm.
*winkwink*

ill stomp my feet and wave my fists in the air, demanding her to return me my stuff.
*winkwink again*


my room is dust prone.
just because my room window face the carpark and i stay at level 4.
anyone wanna change room with me?

its 3am.

seriously, i should go and sleep now.
i have finish drawing,

and my drawin sucks lah.
spent so much time shading but it still look not okay.

nvm.

i actually have alot to blog.
but i forgot what i wanna blog,


OHH the shi xin huey malaysia concert got ghost appearance.
go youtube.com and search keyword shi xin huey.. and u will find the video.

it look real to me leh.

and xu wei lun pass away hours ago.
such a pity,
how wasted.
shes young.
pretty and...

aya

conclusion: please drive safely.
i hate the thought of anyone around me get into accident or any serious injury stuff.



the best flash website i ever seen,
click here.

why

why sometimes i have to put up with your nonsense.
why sometimes its plain irritating to hear u talk like im on very good terms with u.
why i always find u a pain in the ass.
what makes u think i wanna listen to u.


if u noe who u r,
please,
come and confront me.


ill tell u if thats u.

today.

went for interview at raffles place.

hf working environment is nice, not bad.
time will pass fast over there

i dunno abt IMM.

i just watched the show.. err, "galiant Gang"
or sth like that.
i dunno how to spell also.

thereee. the movie that therock act in, as a boys home football coach.

its another movie that looks and feels like "Coach Carter".




i must continue on to drawdrawdraw.
its raining again.

sucks.

yes. im the leader of this project.
but it does'nt means everything kao wo.

u depend on me, ill get piss off.
u work like what i have ask u to do, ill be happy and most likey we will all have fun while doing this super lame project.

designing a boardgame.




we have fun all along while working on this "interesting" project.
u guys enjoy it.

so do i.


but.
whenever something screwup, u guys will just look at me and ask me "how ah joy?"
and then i will calmly crack my brain to think of solutions rather then blame u all.


u finish adding a color,
and then come and ask me,
"Joy can anot? u think i should add yellow instead?"

ill always reply u "Up to u. u are the designer, not me"

and then here comes the ultimate reply
"i dunno can anot. u are leader, u say can means can"

shitu. everything ask me must as well ask me do.



today u guys can't come to print the game pieces, board and all the other shit stuff.
me and yizhen wait for the "life-saving" thumbdrive for 30mins.
u bloody took 30mins to come from np to kap bus stop.

bus fake one ah.

u come and look as blur as always.

while we are at sim lim square, at the print shop, things begin to screw up again.
u didnt do what i have assign u to do.
i have trust u to do this, (and u look damn hardworking, so i trust u)

not that i didnt do anything,
i have to plan this that, do the design work like the rest of u, get involve in the process of all u guys work.

my duty in the project is the marketing manager.
in week16, i still have to bring our project infront of the 2 tutors and pitch our product to them.
MEANS I STILL HAVE TO GO AND RESEARCH ON "how to market a boardgame, and do a game pitch to the publishers"



meanwhile, u guys just go and rush the other projects that u guys have delayed in starting.
i start early, thats why i so free now.
but doesnt mean i have to do more then the rest.

i spent time money effort in this project.
none of us wanna screw this project up.
but like i say, u depend on me, ill get piss off.

and the next thing ill do, is to make u fail this module.
while ill pass.
because my marks depend on the presentation marks.
thats my original duty and task only.

do the pitching.
which i have the most confident in.


fuck.

\\\\
the end.
=DD.

while i was on my way back to np for lion dance from sim lim,
i feel damn peichek on the bus.

the thoughts above keep on repeating in my head.



until i saw the scene of an old building and blueblue clouds, with streaks of orange and pink in the sky, of the sun setting.

and i realize what for get so angry.
im not in control.



and most importantly,
being happy is the most important thing in life.

"a day without laughter is a day wasted"

eh right?


let me think... did i laugh today.?

lol i did.
and thats good enough. comecome~ laugh along with me.
lalalalala~

i must blog more often.

i must keep track of the things i do and think as i grow up.

below 21 still consider .. pre-adult.
or 18? =D

anyway, today...
forgot what did i do today too.
no s&w. didnt play any soccer, didnt touch any ball. we sit in classroom and listen to the ex-national singapore soccer team player coach talk about his experiences in the asean cup he took part in 1994.

singapore won that year. 80% of the audiences in the malaysia stadium was singaporean

he say on his journey to malaysia wasnt that smooth.
custom check at malaysia causeway actually took the whole team an hr.
an hr.

normally the duty officer just CHOMP and u go. 5 mins. is all it takes.

the duty officer will takan them, and along the way, alot of things will happen.
then there will be journalists from malaysia doing interview with u.

and he also mention, theres this match singapore got to win against malaysia,
they won.
when back to the hotel and found out their hotel glass panel broken and pieces of broken glass scattered around their dinning place.

they found a big stone too.




ANDANDAND, he predict the score tonight will be a draw.
really draw lo.
wasted.
i was planning to bet on 1:1 right after he say that.

then i forgot about it.
ahh.ahh.AHHH.

MEL is down. for me.
i cant log in awhile ago. luckylucky, now i can log in.
theres a test tml and all the reading materials are MEL.
no mel, no GPA hope of 4 also gone.


i found new target in life man.
GPA .4!



its impossible.
but come on la, impossible is nothing. nike says that. =DD.
(if i dun get 4, since i aim high, probably still can mantain previous score of 3.5).

ahahahah! target for GPA4 is not to stress myself up, just to give myself a challenge.
i have been staying in comfort zone for too long.time to give my ass a break.
Stand Up and Move.


school is getting more fun. listening to jokes and stories from friends in class make time fly man. I think is because i finished most of my projects.
just 2-3 left to be completed.
nostress. nostress. holiday is coming~~ WUHUUU.

9 more days.
YES 9 more days.
thats the best thing about my course. when everyone is mugging, we r on holiday.

must think about how i wanna spent my holidays already.
work. nehneh. see how.
i always have a plan to venture into the retail business. from sec3, i have already got plans to do this and that.
never put into action, thats it.

or, should i go to tibet?
dunno mum will allow anot. if i go alone.
=D think it will be an super adventure that ill never forget in my whole life.
i really wanna go.


and ill come back as a nun.
maybe. tibet have nun?







ohhhhh,
9 days.
project, drawings, pitch, presentations.
do all this and....


9 DAYS.
9 days will come soon right?

as far as i remember,

i used to bath for 30 mins when i was younger, soaking myself in water till my fingertips turn winkle.
those were the days when u can afford to bathe stressfree and just play with water.

and then as i grow older,

i start to think bathing is a waste of time.
i dislike bathing.

ohh dun worry, my dislike for bathing ends in my primary school era.
now i bathe like machiam the water comes from heaven. free one.

i dun even know why did i blog on bathing.
too much stress i guess. remember one of my new year resolution is to be happy everyday. so difficult to achieve.

past 2 days i have been doing my website project non-stop. literally non-stop.
wake up, eat, do project, eat, do project, sleep.

im amazed by myself too!

right now i'm ahead of my schedule for project. so gdgdgd~~
it means i won't have to rush through other projects and anyhow chap something presentable to the tutor.

my website project i have to create a website with 5 links, on the theme, uniquely singapore. meant to be a interactive portal for Overseas Singaporeans.

in 2 days, i used flash, dreamweaver to create a fully flash functionable website. At first the programming codes make my head biggggg.




and then, it got easier as i figure out one.
and then two.
three.
four.





OHH my GPA got hope alr.



today lesson was fun. i drawdrawdraw. using theory from physics to draw animated human pulling, pushing, lifting heavy box.
zuxian was telling me a joke during break...

zuxian: joy i ask u ah, whats the first thing that comes to your mind when i say "Guang Ming Shan"?

me: "Guang Ming Shan" si ming lai eh?

zuxian: =.=

me: "Guang Ming Shan sounds familiar eh! from singapore one ah? ( i thought maybe its some china wudang, shaolin, ermei shan, mountains)

zuxian: ya in singapore one~


(it suddenly struck me)


me: OHHH! the place to hold ashes for the dead one ah?
zuxian: YAYAYA! u know what Lifei just told me?

zuxian: she come and ask me how to go to "GuangMingShan" cause she wanna do the website project on "the temple at guangming shan" and she saw on net that there's this veryvery big temple on "GuangMingShan".

lifei: =.= i dunno maaa.



the rest of us were laughing till, i choke on my plate of rice.

How Uniquely Singapore it is!
Singapore has limited land to bury all of us.

and the sub-theme is suppose to be "Place of Interest" for her.
for me, i choose "Place of Interest" too as my sub-theme.
But mine is abit dull, i did on "The Merlion Park"

Not Guang Ming Shan.

Probably the next time i will choose bukit timah hill.





i miss watching Naruto and Bleach.
This coming holiday ill catch up and watch all!

hungry.

im so hungry now. its 3a.m in the morning.
what am i doing now... drawing, sketching, and shading.

by hook or by crook, tml must finish this storyboarding project.

so i wont be attending school tomorrow.
since tml lesson will take place in the library, as our classroom is used for open house stuff.

and lesson in the library = self study.

=D
must as well stay at home and continue to shapen my 6B pencil and SHADE.

ONE FRAME took me 15 mins.

i still have 20FRAMES + 3 POSTER DRAWINGS .
that will take meeeee... er. how long.



5hrs+3hrs. (estimated time)
=8hrs in total to finish this project.

and im very sure 8hrs is definately not enough.


today! is the last day of CATS.
CATSCATSCATS. finally it ends! lucky i can afford not to go for one more lesson of CATS. so next week im not going.

we got excellent for CATS presentation. EXCELLENT.
quote from tutor: "this group presentation is veryvery good. infact excellent!"

but he add on..
"right but the concept of the product is not very good."

argg. watever la. what matters most is, it has ended.




yesterday when i was on bus, i saw this cat lying on the road. in the middle of the road i mean.
its dead.
nvm.
THE HEAD IS GONE. the body position is pose like its sleeping. at the neck hang a collar bell.
at the head, where its suppose to be, whats left is only one big lump of bloody pink (can i say bloody pink? pink is not bloody right?) flesh.

decapitalize.
poor thing.

reminds me of saddam's aides execution.
he got decapitalize, accidentally, they say.

wonder if its true.
thought they suppose to calcalate the length of the rope use depending on the individual weight, so to ensure the drop of the hanging will be just right, and break the neck immediately.

too long a drop results in decapitalize.

if they say its a accident, it means they calculate wrongly.
how is it possible to calculate wrongly?



another poor fellow.

=DD

happy.
happy with myself finishing 3 tasks in a day.
basically i sit infront of the laptop and study table draw draw draw for 6 hrs.
do programming shit for an hr.
edit that poster logo and color for 10 minutes.

spent 2 hrs reading newspaper and watch tv. plus play with kopi.
spent some 20 mins, clearing up kopi's pee and poo. HE BLOODY PEE in the living room.

spent 2hrs eating dimsim for breakfast outside this morning and eat some mee for dinner.

there goes a day.




tomorrow will be another busy day. time to bathe~~~ yesyes i haven bath. ahahha!

Its Raining again.

rain. i like rain.
i like the wind that blow so hard against my window that it break.

nah. just kidding.

i miss sec school. life sux when all you do everyday is to go to school, waste some hours, receive your assignment project, and go home to finish the accumulating projects.

remember in sec 3 and 4, we bitch and gossip everyday.
during breaktime, during lesson time.

ting sit beside me in sec3. i can tell her all the things that happened to me the previous day when i was walking home. i will complain and wince how life sucks when all you do everyday is to study for o'lvl.

in canteen, the girls will sit around and just eat mee soto and bitch.
like how mr chow thinks hes so cute with his "metal acid metal acid~ hydrogen" song.
and how sarcastic mr wong is with his words.
and how misswidya crycry and cry.

these days, i always have alot of things wanna share with sisters. like how i have this classmate that i dislike so much. but everyone's busy living their life.

resulting in me having so much to complain, wince, bitch, gossip.

so i look at people around me.
classmates? neh.
doubt they wanna listen to me talking about my family matters too.

the sisters are still better.




overall i just wanna say,



arrrgg~
i forgot what i actually wanna blog in the first place.

homesweethome.

Neglected

its 4th of Jan!
=D Elder Sister's Birthday.

did i follow my resolutions set on 1st jan?
i tried man. i tried.
1st resolution is to be happy everyday. at least i laugh heartily everyday now.
remember the class motto of 4e2?



"A day without Laughter is a Day wasted"

i have neglected my mon.key at the blog.
lucky hes not going tio starve to death or something.
and i think i have also neglected kopi.
he is smelly. but the weather's so cold. he will freeze to death if i bathe him now.

i didnt sleep last night. i was watching dvd "My Girl".
Some parts are so funny that i think i almost roll down the sofa.

im suffering from insomia thesedays. i cant sleep at night.



right now im in class, err, studying.
my eyes are so tired that it can shut anytime.

lets seeeee... liondance later.
im so.. "You Xin Wu Li"
liondance needs alot of energy. energy to daydream. damien coach talk like free one.
i wonder how he can repeat his sentences so many time without him choking on his saliva.

FinalFinal. (i swear upon my grandpapa name its final) Poster done.
later ill send it for printing and mounting.

new year resolutions

yesyesh. making new year resolution is a sacred thing.

we never follow the resolutions we set.



lets see..
my resolutions for 2007~

1) i want to be happyhappyhappy stress-free everyday.
2) i will go to tibet this year.
3) i will have a portfolio that im proud to show off to.
4) i will and must have the determination to go jogging at least once a week.
5) i will save up enough money to get a professional camera.

thats around it.
5 resolutions.






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2007,,
exciting year iszit it?
wonder what awaits for us in this year of pig.

"happy new year".. this phrase means wishing each other happy 365 days throughout this long one year.
how many of us really think of what it means when we wish each other with this common phrase?
to many of us saying this phrase has turn into a habit. a habit that we shown on 31th dec and 1st of jan.

i receive so many happy new year blessing from friends and family and loved one.
thanks!
in return,
i wanna say

"HAPPY NEW YEAR" too.
and i meant it.