a beautiful morning......

it looks like a perfect morning.

later i get to play mahjong wif ling,seb,cc,ting.
then my bro came back, and sleep in his room.

i actually planned to play mahjong in his room.
nvm. mahjong session cancelled.sorry eh. =X

i went back to sleep.
wake up at 12.
look through the newspaper for jobs.
and use the com.
talk to tzeting on phone.

we have nothing to do today..

and then i chanced upon some unkind remarks.

this is when i found some true friends around me.

how humans r cruel.
like the tammy porn thingy of nyp.
we know its not right to view or comment on her behavior,
but we did anyway.

ytd watched a 7.oo o'clock drama on channel 8,
what the show says does make a little bit of senses.
one of the character, e begger, say that we always wanted to make ourselves looks presentable, more generous, or show that we are kind.
but R we really that kind, or generous, or watever-we-want-to-look-like.

it makes us more happy though.
being happy is more important then anything else.

The first step towards happy days,
that is to have no desire.
(huhhhhhhh? i sounds like some temple nun. this one cannot make it. i have alot of DESIRES)

eheheheh!
the FIRST STEP TOWARDS happy days,
hackcareless.
(this one can. i can do it!!)

i returned my uniform ytd,
quitting is not so much a hassle as i thu so.
just go.. return uni. pay money. ask when i get my pay,
thats is lah.
e KPKB manager didnt even see me notice me,which is veri good.
seriously i think he should find another job to do.
he's a malaysian, and i think his job really sucks.
sitting in e office wholeday doing a/c, surf net abt maplestory, chitchat with some of us working over there(this is when u get to slack). OMG, he actually play maplestory lah.
i thu only youngsters like us plays it.
when u sit around too much, thats when u find fats accumulating in yr body.
not wonder he seems over-weight. a little.

weeeee~ hope u never get to see this entry.
cause u will get hurt.
thats when u can use my method k,
hackcareless.

changes

are necessery in our lifes.
LOL!

But do we change for the better,
or we change for the worst,

its up to yrself to decide ma.

im chaoboliao*nothing better to do.

As...

i eat the oranges (that had been untouched since chinese new year) kept in the box,
i suddenly remember that when i was in primary 1,
there is this slightly fat *opps* i mean chubby girl in my class.
i used to think if only i could be as fat as her.

coz my losao aunties would always comment how thin i was during our family gatherings.
den they will say "see, my ah kim*whoever it is* is so fat."
"like that grow up den pretty k"
"you must eat more"
"blarblarblar"

its not that i wanna be so skinny...
but no matter how much i eat, how much chocolate i swallow. how much sugars and salt i added to my meals, i never seems to grow fat.
the only thing that increase is my blood pressure.
sobbbbbbbbbb~

But as i grow up, people around me start to use the word "diet" everynow and then.
they wanna be thin, they wanna slim down.
while im trying to get fat.
how irony our world is.

moral of the story,,

man would never be satisfied with themselves.

YES! I just called my manager and told him i wanna quit.
>>.<<

laughing at...

how people carried themselves.
how people think its okay to do this and that.
how people treat the others.

Now imagine, im the one being laughed at n hated at.
My mum and dad would be sad for me.

suddenly, i realize im dun like to speak up.
eheheheheheh!
anyway, form A had been submitted.
i put 3 choices only. although i think 1 is enough.
i can hear somebody screamin *haolian*
weeeeeeeeeeeee, too bad lah. i deserves it.

On 10th feb 2006, friday, we all collect our Olvl results.
Most were smiling, some faces look glum.

But we have all moved on to the next phrase of our life. right?
that is most important. cannnot afford to waste our youth time..

I got L1R5 of 9.. L1R4 of 7.
its one point better den prelim.
prelim i got L1R5 of 10.
woooo~ i thu no hope liao. im feeling dejected becoz i dun have a gd week. then mrs wan come up to me and ask who is joy.
and she told me i would have a happy surprise later on.
eheheheheh! sure enough.

THANKS
to miss widya,
who nag,scream,scares,threatened,cry, for 4e2.
she had a miserable one whole year teaching us english.
but we also had fun, and we didnt let u down.
ill remember your teachings. all the passive words n etc.

THANKS
to miss wong,
who showed us the movie coach carter,n apsires us to do better.
she also have a miserable one whole year entertaining(i mean teaching) 4e2 maths, and making maths looks interesting to us. always asked us to draw this and that, fold paper, to help us see the circle better.
we didnt let u down too.

THANKS
to mdm wai,
she is amazing.
POA is easy with her teaching us. she gave us toilet breaks halfway through her lessons. i have a confession to make. we bloodly take our own sweet time to toilet.
she is the 1st teacher that really makes me felt comfortable to talk to, like a good old friend.
she always give useful advise to us..


THANKS
to mdm pee,
who print for us tons of worksheet and notes. *seriously the notes are at least 7cm thick i think*
she spent time and money and effort to make us score, or at least pass.
xie xie ni de jiao dao.
she play "friends" by zhou hua jian on the computer for us.
she buy us chocolates and sweets during remendial.
i miss u. and yr funny/interesting life stories.

THANKS
to mr adam,
who tell us jokes on modern history big shot characters.
for eg. churchill, he look like a bulldog. OMG OMG* would i get sue?
nvm.. history is boring w/o mr adam.
your strict marking made me always just pass your tests.
despite how hard i try to score.
it helps in olvl to help me get A1 for humanities. im veri veri happy.. jump 5 grades up. wowowowoowowowow!

THANKS
to mr low(T.Y)
who teach us physical geog in sec 3.
either yr lesson is too interesting, or im interested in p.geog on my own,
i manage to score A2 by taking 3 physical geog topics+ only 1 human geog topic.

THANKS
to mr lawrence tan,
who makes physics really easy.
i complete phy TYS in 2 days druing prelims.
becox physics is really veri easy... u make it possible.

THANKS
to mr wong,
his $5.50 or $3.50 notes. i cant remember. BUT! it is really very useful.
ehehehheheheheh! i swear.

THANKS
to mdm azizah,
yr tips to study venice for s.s.
coz i really only study venice for s.s..
wow! big risks i know.

okok. i have to go work later on. time to bath n get my butt off the chair.

so siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnz ah.
the coming up event i lookin forward to is class chalet .. and my pay lor.

shoppin..

is fun!
had been shopping for new year clothes for the past few days.

=))
shopping is a very enjoyable thing to do indeed... ...
I CANT WAIT for chinese new year to come!!
=)) *

travel fare....

after 14th jan, travelling around the island is damn expensive.
whenever i alight the bus, i must tapped my wallet again.

if i forget to tapped, jialat.

$2+ in my ezlink gone i think.

So, i come up with a better idea, that is to hold my wallet in my hand till i alighted.
Like that, i can skip the process of opening-my-bag-n-dig-out-wallet-close-my-bag.

I realize that wasnt a good idea afterall.

So, im struck to the process of opening-my-bag-n-dig-out-wallet-close-my-bag.
i miss school days.
i dont have to tap my wallet when alighting.

whoa! today went shoppin with joey.
ehh>.< shoppin is the most enjoyable thing to do i think!
i spent close to $300 on new year shopping spree alr.
not including the nike dunk.
so.. whoa! im spending alot. And i still owe my sister $270.
she have to wait for my payday.
boooo.
k night. i got to work tml.

life duration.

Yesterday night after work at 11, mum called me and informed me uncle had passed away this morning due to a heart attack. I didnt talk much to this uncle before.. wasnt close to him.. never want to understand more about him.. i even badmouthed him before(ithink,dont remember).

A life ended. errmmmm.. thats why life are short. and unpredictable.
Cherish is better said then done.
We will never cherish anything, or anyone, until its lost.

Tonight ill go mourning with my family.
After hearing zh's dad story, i will cherish my dad even more.
ill join him for breakfast if im free..
im always too lazy to accompany him down to the coffeeshop downstair.

Dad have some stomach complications sometimes ago, which im not sure what.. i think is stomach ulser.

anyway..












i brought a fossil watch..
and my 1st-ownself-paid levis jeans.
ehehehehe! now i want a nike dunk from hongkong.
=)) its the shopping spree festival.
tml go shoppin.

3 weeks later.

3 weeks pass since my last post.
and i think i have alot to note down... ...

on the second of jan, or 2nd jan 2006(to make it sounds more neat) ehehehehehe,
i went to apply for jc JAE or usually called the 3 months trial.
i think im crazy or wat, because i started to regret it after 1 week.

back to story,

on the 3rd jan 2006 mornin 8a.m , (mind u, i slept at 4a.m last night), the JC called me. the teacher in charge ask me go down NOW for the orientation 3 days 2 nights camp. i take it as im accepted into the JC and hurry up wake up and pack my bag.
DEN.. this is the most shockin part! i cant find my pe tshirt.

and a series of unexpectated things happened.

Er, in the end, i didnt make it to the camp because im too lazy to continue pack my bag.
i went back to sleep instead.

on the 9th jan 2006, i went to school.. at jjc.
i have only 1 lesson on that day, and after 9a.m, basically i have nothing to do.. and have to wait until 1p.m b4 we can go out of school.
me and ting chat up and talk abt fun times in YISS.

somehow, i started to appreciate mr adam morning assembly talk.
at least his talk was short and quick.
JJC's DM talk was long and slow.
n nobody is listening i think...

i have my 1st chinese lesson 2 days ago..

it was... boring. and den... i started to appreciate(again) mdm pee's way of teaching..
suddenly i remember mdm pee printed tons of worksheet for us. It must had cost alot for her to print so many notes and worksheet. i miss her lesson and her story. T_T

i wanna go back to old time. cancan?
where i dun have to study in the mornin, work at night.
im enjoying the time studyin gainin more knowledge, and earning money workin at night safari.
really im enjoying... my i think my body cannot take it for a further 2 months.
eheheheheheeh!! for this whole week, i only slept 4-5 hrs aday. BTH alr.

somemore not gd for complexion. i dun have flawless white skin like rodney, k.
ehehehehe, its a fact rod. dun deny. anyway its a compliment wat.. oya,
pink is colorful unlike black layout.

i have alot more to blog on JJC and workin place
, but its time for me to sleep.

AND!!! im organizing chalet for 4e2 eh.. or 4e1, 4e2, 4e3 together la..
4e2 mates pls contact me k?? i wanna know when u r free.. and if weekdays chalet during feb is possible for u.. and if u r stayin anot or comin for bbq.
YEAH! anyway ill call u la even if u dun call me. ^.^
to make my life easier, pls call me
thanks!
I LOVE 4E2!
like what miss widya said b4, we shouldnt be paiseh abt admiting our love for our classmates.
i still remember her sayin when she says she love 4e2 to our class, we will go eeekkk.

thats all. hope to blog soon again.(hope to be free soon again*i dun have to go school or work tml)

the underground

life is a celebration.
huhhuh?
no la, just wanna say

"MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!"