being quiet,

sometimes being quiet about somethings can lead to some miscommunication.

and
sometimes being quiet makes people thinks that you are aloof.

sometimes being quiet makes people thinks that you are so easy going.

sometimes being quiet makes people thinks that you are so "nevermind".



but im not.
there are somethings never meant to be said.
somethings i wish to say, but eventually didnt come out from my mouth.
i think before i act, maybe this keep me from doing silly mistakes.


i don't feel good of cause. keepin somethings not said out, worryin what IF this what IF that. i do feel being pusharound at times.

the first time, the second time, and it kind of didnt stop.
and i know it wont stop unless i want it to be.

that is to speak out my mind.

im not a direct person.i must say.

a msn nick of "it's not mine to vie with in the first place" can led thamtham to think that im in love with mingshen.






neh.im not gd at handling relationships. let it be lovey or peers relationships.
it stops me from saying things that i wanna shout out.
knnbccb.
must as well me hide in a corner and try to blend in with the wall.


i feel betrayed. i didnt act out.
coz i have this alternate thinkin that maybe im feelin the wrong thing, maybe it wasnt seems at though it is.

i feel leftout by a bloody mrt fare of $1.40 from orchard to toa payoh. i didnt go round screamin on phone, WTF friends are u all?
although i feel very much like.
but i know after screamin, nothing will happen except more cracks on our friendships.
and its not after screamin, u guys will come dinner with me for my sake.
in e end i went to eat katong laska on my own.


there is this human rights that allow us to choose what we want to do, and not to do.
if people choose not to come with me, i shouldnt have the right to scream at them, and them yellin at me back.

i believe in that.
that makes me so aloof.

mum say that i was a antisocial kid in kindergarden and primary one.
to me schoolmates and classmates are so stranger. they are a butch of kids to me.
they only play with water ducks.
i only have fun when i was still hangin out at bukit panjang blk 200+ near market there.

in kindergarden,

i played catchin barefooted.
i climb up the roof of the playground like nobody cares.
i go around kickin vendin machines(before camera was installed in it).
i gathered up with my cousins and outside friends go to the nearby big drain and catch tabpoles. we fall and laugh at each other.
i went up to level20, the highest level in this blk in my housing estate with my cousin to look at scenary. i remember we saw cck expressway instead, and there is a bigbigbig factory beside it.
i go around throwing rubbish notes inside letterboxes.
i go around comparing who can go the highest with the swings.
i learned how to swing high high high high up above and the method is to stand and swing.
i knew how to make a skippin rope with only rubber bands.
we will make it longlonglonglong so that 5 of us could jump in and jump together.
i longed for my first red ant bite because my cousin always tell me a red ant bite feels like BCG injection.
i knew how to make a bird trap.
i played with waterbombs with the rest under the blk and make a din, police came and we got caught. lucky we were minors(under16) no records.


___________________________________________________________________

when u were young, the sky is the limit. cause u dunno wheres the limit.

now im 17, the sky is still the limit. cause i push myself for the better.

but why when u were young, you could trust everybody and say friends forever to everyone.

now when im 17, i couldnt place my trust anywhere except myself.



come on lah, 17 of years in life, i know everyones is selfish when it comes to somethings.
regardless of whats the thing that matters to you, u feel selfish at times.
(of coz selfless at times too. humans are beautiful)


i lie, u lie, we all do lie. lies are so part of our life.
white lies, "black" lies?
it is still lying.


why cant i have the eyes of a mosqitoe?
i can see things from more angles. thats what i want.
see things more clearly.

i wish i was living in the 30's.

if i were living in 1930's, i should be 70+ going on 80 now.


or maybe right now buried under the earth.

so that i wont get to see the end of the world.




i really believe the end of the world is coming soon.
if... im right. IF LAH>.<,

how will u spent your last moment on earth?





THINKKK!




i just read the newspaper that ice are melting like.. free one at some ocean.
over the past 25 years, it only melt little by little.

from 2004 to 2005, almost half of the icy area are gone.
HALF EH.

what will become of the world.
i dunno.. neither do u.
so dun bother to think man.


OHH btw i saw suntec city is havin a promotion.
use american express credit card to enjoy a 30% rebate when u shop at there.



this mornin wake up and receive my results. woo not bad.
got one AD, 1 A, the rest B and B+.

and my ISmodule got B leh.
Bbbbb~! i didnt do anything.
i didnt even do my individual presentation.. reason being i skip that particular lesson which was suppose to be the presentation day.

i didnt plan it. my grpmates didnt inform me they will be presenting in that lesson.

Surprisely it was graphicdesign that got AD. i thu that tutor hate me. i always didnt use her idea.

and it was programming that got A. now its opposite, i hate that tutor.
i know shit about programming, and i got A.
wahahaha!

drawing, phototaking got B.

drawings, draw like siao got a B. but im lucky lo.. i skip his lessons alot of times. uncountable.
phototakings, i thu i did pretty well. but was awarded a B too.

im itching to eat some icecream.

my pay is owe.. again. WTFWTFWTF.

seriously i wonder why i have to go to work punctually, when my pay is always late.

always tell me this date, and it will never arrive on the date they promise.
they say 10th sep, i called on 12th sep(today) and they give me another date.

by end of this week.
if by end of this week, i didnt receive it, i think ill call and gan the incharge alr.
its not the first time eh..

work for events management company sucks.

im talkin abt the cisco job btw.





weee~ got my phone back. JUAN!? u got back yours?
after waitin for like 1 hr+ at nokia care@orchard.

just to collect phone. i have to wait that long in the queue.
almost everyone who came out was holding on to a N6280, or N80.



penny! becareful with your current 6280. think u faster go change better. dun change to k800i also. that phone will also give u alot of problem.







saw mdm pee on bus 106 today while on the way to town.
she and another chinese teacher, whom i dunno the name.

SRY AHH! 4 years in school and i dunno yr name, tts why i didnt greet u.

i only greet to mdm pee. =XX

that thin thin chinese teacher who is incharge of basketball girls or boys i think. that teacher who took jody's pencil and never return. and i think that pencil belongs to tze ting. iszit?

after dunno how long, jody still talks abt it when he saw that teacher in school.








my throat is dry and itchy now. not a good sign. esp when im gg to start work soon at john little, jurong point,
u all free come look for me to eat lunch or dinner together ok!

=)

i feel like eating baked rice from pastamania now.

ohh talkin abt food.
when i was eatin my dinner at the dining table jus now, i overheard my mum having her usual lame conversation with bellbell.
i dunno why a 49 years old lady will like to talk to a 6 years old kid (a untamed one somemore) so much.
and my mum always talk to her about big ISSUES like meaning of life.

ayoo, like she understand like that. i put down my spoon, turn, and saw bell drawing something on the Ikea catalogue book, while my mum continue on her speech.

obviously shes entertaining my mother.



i continue my dinner. got chilli meat for tonight dinner. shiok.


meanwhile i was still listening to their conversation.

mum: next year u will be in primary one, must buy food on your own.
bell: i know how to buy...
mum: I'll give you 50 cents everyday. u sure anot, know how to buy.


i stopped eating, turn again and told my mum,

"50 cents jia sai (eat shit) ah?"


i remember in p1, i have $2 for allowance. which i know is more then enough.
because i see my friends having only like 50c to $1 daily.

i always spent only $1 and save the rest.
i never tell my parents im receiving too much.
=)) muahahahah! who will do that.

i save till i have like around $50, and one day, i wake up to find my money missing.
nobody admit..

right now, i think my mum and dad took it.
and then reuse the money, give it to me for allowance again.

so jian.






bell: huhhhh~ only 50 cents. i want 500.
joy: ya, 500 cents ahh.


i think bell dun understand me what im talkin about. she went back to her drawin instead.

i cant live without a phone.

a proper handphone that is.
my pinky-gay color n3250 is lying somewhere at orchard-wheelocks place, NOKIA CARE now.

i send it for servicing.
and now im using my house spare hp, some samsung old phone. and button "3" is spoilt.
which means when i type msg, i cannot type "d,e'f" is damn jialat lah.

i suddenly realize how many "d,e,f" we had to type. "e" is the most common one. "f" is rarely used, unless u wanna type "if, or of" lah. "for" can be substitute by "4".

i need to crack my head, to think of words to subsitute in. JUS to type one short msg like "ill meet u soon."


in the end i sub. "meet" for "c"(see).





i work for cisco at toa payoh ytd. from 11-9. really wan my life.

work alone. my partner leave early, which means if i wanna go slack awhile, there wont be somebody to help me cover up.
and thar partner even more tokgong den me. he slack like free one.

for the 3 hrs when he was workin wif me, i rarely see him. he say he is gg some corner to distribute flyers instead, i think he went to watch the project superstar open audition.

oklah, i rat on him in the morning. but u dun have to leave early de ma. i sian tilll.

mornin he was late for an hour+.
i told the in charge when she call me to check if he was here alr.
he didnt ask me to cover up for him anywhere.

=XX



the rest of the f7 went out wif d6 ppl to ktv at party world.

ask them to come toapayoh eat dinner wif me, all dun want.
kns, gana ps by so many ppl in a day.
the reason? because bus fare too exp. transfer fee to toapayoh really that expensive ma?
toa payoh and orchard is only 2 mrt station away man.



nvm lo. i call penny and complain to her.
feelin much better, i went back to slack at work.

hahahaha!

saw this begger sellin tissues near cisco roadshow booth.
he was blind.
and people walkin pass him never seems to stop, to at least take a look at him.

he was holdin 3 tissues pack in each of his hands. and say loudly to passerby "Thank you!" "grateful to you!" in chinese.

and some lady staff from leehwa jewellry shop opposite brought a bowl of minced meat noodle for him.
=))

and the uncle was sosososo grateful.



while i was complaining to myself how tired and bored is my job, the blind uncle cant even find a sucky job like mine.
so im much much much more fortunate then him.

the next time u think your life sucks.
think about this little person, the blind uncle who probably wont make any difference in your life.




im gg to collect my phone, go do some shoppin, trim my messy like grass eyebrows tml.

seriously,
i cant live without a properly functioning phone.


im hungry, needa find some food to fill myself .
ahhh, why is msn not workin.

if there is a start, there will be an end.

how come?
how come there is no such thing called, forever.

we wont live forever.
we wont stay like that forever.
time wont freeze, no matter how u try.


ahBLEH.
i dun think i understand my words too.

what i am tryin to say is, if theres a start, there wil be an end eventually.
regardless of anything.

penny say: tian wu bu san zhi yan xi
joy reply: yaaa yaa yaa THATS THE THING I WANNA SAY.=))






i am still like a lamb. lost in the jungle.
where the fuck is my lion.

OUR BLOG!

we have a joint blog @

www.lameblogaddress.blogspot.com

Agony

the "agony" of having to do what i dont feel like doing.
seriously i have no interests in the orientation.
making new friends are important, but theres no hurry right.

U mean I have to bond with a class that i dunno at all in 1 week and produces a skit, show, or performance, etc in such a short time.

As if i would.



Recently my neighbour start to pour his dirty used water at the common corridor, near the stairways there.

And then, one day after coming back from school,
at a closer look,
i saw bubbles forming out on the surface of the water.

eeeeeeeeeeek.
i thu he poured acid.

and then i ask My mum, dad, bellbell to come out and take a look.

my parents conclude they are tadpoles.

=.=
''Maybe is some religious or witchcraft thingy," my mum said.



eeekkk.

projects are coming up.
but these projects are not related to my courses. Its some enrichment projects.

But i still have to do it properly cause there is marks given for it.
siannnnnn ah.

=)) mine mine mine.

my enjoyable one day.

i slept at 5a.m the previous night.
wake up at 10 in the morning.

feel like dying with my stomach cramping like fuck.

then drag myself out of bed, change and headed to the bus stop.

met zj and sam on bus, AND OFF WE GO!


we reached kbox @lot 1 on the morning of good friday.

((haaa! as i was bloggin this, my sister run up to me))
((ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! her "ahh" damn long not kidding))
((got grasshopper!!!))

that grasshopper is that small only.
size of my thumb. quite cute actually.

((my father: let it be lah.. later it will hop out))
((my sis: =.= and return back to watch tv))



back to kbox. WE ALL LOVE kbox session.
but this time round we only manage to gather 5F. linda sam ting zj me.
hf work, hermione camp, penny genting, wx i dunno.

didnt contact wengxi for quite a long time alr.
WX!! contact me if u see this!!

wonder what penny doing at genting highland now.
she say she damn sian to go genting, again.




oya kbox.
as we'r all very hungry, as fast as we step in, we order food.












and then we lalalalalalalalalalala anyhow sing till linda bf and bf's fren came into the room.
shyshy, we all went quiet.














and then they go out of the room,
we lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~~~~ sing again.




























we gaga-gege-gigi.

and lallalalalalalalalalalala~~~

we all went separate ways after kbox.
i went home. ting and zj went wm.
sam went auntie house. linda went to eat steamboat.

as i just step into the house, my mum say elder sis jio us go bugis shopping.
so we all visit the ICON@bugis point.
the shopping mall is sooooooo small.
but u can bargain.. =D thats what we all love~~

next time can ask all the 9Fs' gather there.

after that went tiong bahru eat steamboat.











their fish soup base is very nice.....














full and happy, me and bell took photos. it is suppose to be a duo show.












and then i let her have a solo show,















after that, i went to watch inside man at wm with rod ken yx and gang.

inside man.. i forgot the show plot alr. its meaningful.. the scriptwritter spent alot of effort to write the story.
but its not a very exciting show. 16 blocks is better.

went supper wif rod and yx,, and we chitchat till 4a.m.
mum called and ask me wanna eat fried mee anot.
then she threatened me, u everyday so late sleep, later got pimples ah.



jialat ah. everyday so late sleep.. nonono. i dun wan pimples. =))

speech day'06

i went back to school today.
for the annual speech day.. and i was awarded best performance in 4 subs, top in lvl, and for getting 6 dist.

joy!~ happy!~

what bother me was i actually nearly drop tears in the hall, after watching the video of how yusof ishak was built 40 years down the road. i watch that before on the Graduation Day last year. But that time i wasnt that touched. i know zhihao and hermione were touched. they cried i think.

Today i went back, to the same hall, saw the same bunch of Teachers.. but saw unfamiliar faces of yusoffians. I miss school, miss seeing the previous batch of yusoffians lining up in parade square, den gana scolded and "torture" by adam under the hot sun.

Seeing unfamiliar faces makes me feel aweward.
but 4E1'05 frens are there to receive awards too.
yeahyeah i got ppl to accompany.


Then i went to celebrate with them.

reach home at 1.45.
bath rot chat in msn check mail check ngeeannpoly new timetable eat supper(instant noodle).
now is 4.06 alr.

tml morning still have to go kbox in the morning, jialat. Either i oversleep, or ill still fall asleep during our kbox gathering session.

thamtham introduce me to this website, www.greenpeace.com
do go.
do your part to save the earth.
every efforts counts.
u dun have to be a hero, just boycott soyabeans, mcdonald(seriously), furs or anything that uses animal skins.

i found this photo.
eheheheheheheh!!
this is priceless man.
too bad we cant do this anymore.















left row: me wengxi penny zj linda(gana block)
right row: hf hermione ting sam

this was taken on our graduation day.
that day, we were all very happy and excited to graduate. =))

hide and seek

for the past 3 days, i have been playing hide and seek in taka dept. basement one.
im the player,
the auntie superviser is the seeker.

i try to hide away from her everytime i see her approaching my direction.
she damn kp.
instructed me to do this, n change her mind later on.

and i always take 10mins toilet break.
10 mins!!=D


my feet R sore, very sore now.
zj feet more worst. she wear heels for 2 days for work.=>24hrs ++
her feet is totally flat now from all the stretching.LORL!
even typing now stress my shoulder muscles.


yawn~~~ =))

so tired.

workin stress me up.
standin 12 hrs a day is tiring.
repeating my words to the customers is even more tiring.
and i cant get to drink water, =.=

forget it..
for the sake of money, =X



yr sincerely,
money face.

i'm back. (in a low pitch voice)

k lah. im always here.
didnt blog for a long time,
so now im gg type damn long.
just to prove that im still alive.
IM ALIVE>.<

i suddenly remembered that when i was young,
i called this no. 7654321.
and it actually got through.

and i hang up.

i ask ting, sam and zj if they dialled 7654321 b4 when they was young..
tzeting say she didnt.
sam say she didnt try calling 7654321. BUT she tried calling 5656565 b4. in fact she called TWICE.
the person have callerID bax. coz he or she called back to sam and ask who called this no.

ehehehehehehe!! sam so gong.
im smarter. i called 7654321 in PRI 1. callerID not invented yet.weeee~

Zhijuan also did the same thing as sam. she dialled 5656565 once.

AHAHHAHAHA!! when we were young, we were just so cute.





got to work tml. from APRIL FOOL 1st to 12th april.
weewee~
haven been working that long since i quit night safari job.
AND i haven receive my last night safari pay lei.

but anyway, receive alr also mux pay my debts. pay bro, pay sis.
left 2hundreds to survive till i got my next pay.

mdm wai told me ill get to go back to school during speech day.
zhikai told me ill get medal or cert+ voucher/ OR CASH!!
i wan cash. cash is more practical.

yesterday went penny house,becoz i dun feel like going home tt early.
joey went sec1 orientation camp. nobody at home~
went her house eat dinner wif her family. AT THE ROUND dinner table.. facing her mother. its damn paiseh lah. her whole family was at home except her younger sis, who is also at the sec1 OCamp.
sam's younger sister also.
SO GOOD. OUR SISTERS are all in the same school.

AT THEY ALL HAVE OC.

THEY WONT BE AT HOME for 2 nights.

THE KING"S SIZE BED WILL BE MINE ALONE for 2 nights.

but guess what,
the 1st night i was woken up by the early birds merrily chipping away.
i didnt sleep well.
the 2nd night i was woken up by the "songka" band at the opposite block.
i understand lah, the band is nessesery to send the dead peacefully away.

in summary, im just sway.

today, i ask ting to help me at my mum's and aunt and uncle new opened claypot foodshop at bukit batok.
ask her help me give out flyers.
we end up doing posters instead.

and my cousins help gave out flyers in 10 blocks. mailboxes.

we finished at 5.30, and hurry go fetch bell bell from childcare.
since joey is at camp, mum and dad busy,
bell followed us to queensway as ting wanna go there look for her ideal shoes in mind.

along the way, bell never shut her mouth up. the longest duration she didnt open her mouth is for 10 seconds, i think.

klah. she entertained me and tzeting till queensway.
we eat dinner.. I MUST SAY: Queensway central food market, the stall selling satay bee hoon, your potion of bee hoon is tooooooo little lah.


i brought the $4 potion
(thinkin of sharing wif bellbell)

ting brought the $3 potion



the 2 plates look exactly the same.
and i think the auntie see me and ting so thin,
the bee hoon also give abit only.

not like e bee hoon is gold thread,
and i still mux share wif bell.

in e end, it is the $3 ou jian that make me full.

at the end of the day, bell entertained us again by dancing.
heres the video.






OPPS. camera not wif me.its wif my sis.
post it other day.






My beloved sis, joey is back from camp,
they have nice orientation camp shirt.. blue jersey(look like soccer jersey)

unlike my year, we have ugly tees.
thinkin back, i thu it look quite nice den.

(back to my sis)
she's back. and i have to share the BIG bed wif her. not that im unhappy, im just not generous when it comes to bed-sharing.
she always kick me in her sleep k.

In-turns, i keep her back.
and we kick-n-kick-n-kick-n-kick-n-kick.

I WON!! ehehehe im kidding.


ill share the bell bell dancing video some other day.

a beautiful morning......

it looks like a perfect morning.

later i get to play mahjong wif ling,seb,cc,ting.
then my bro came back, and sleep in his room.

i actually planned to play mahjong in his room.
nvm. mahjong session cancelled.sorry eh. =X

i went back to sleep.
wake up at 12.
look through the newspaper for jobs.
and use the com.
talk to tzeting on phone.

we have nothing to do today..

and then i chanced upon some unkind remarks.

this is when i found some true friends around me.

how humans r cruel.
like the tammy porn thingy of nyp.
we know its not right to view or comment on her behavior,
but we did anyway.

ytd watched a 7.oo o'clock drama on channel 8,
what the show says does make a little bit of senses.
one of the character, e begger, say that we always wanted to make ourselves looks presentable, more generous, or show that we are kind.
but R we really that kind, or generous, or watever-we-want-to-look-like.

it makes us more happy though.
being happy is more important then anything else.

The first step towards happy days,
that is to have no desire.
(huhhhhhhh? i sounds like some temple nun. this one cannot make it. i have alot of DESIRES)

eheheheh!
the FIRST STEP TOWARDS happy days,
hackcareless.
(this one can. i can do it!!)

i returned my uniform ytd,
quitting is not so much a hassle as i thu so.
just go.. return uni. pay money. ask when i get my pay,
thats is lah.
e KPKB manager didnt even see me notice me,which is veri good.
seriously i think he should find another job to do.
he's a malaysian, and i think his job really sucks.
sitting in e office wholeday doing a/c, surf net abt maplestory, chitchat with some of us working over there(this is when u get to slack). OMG, he actually play maplestory lah.
i thu only youngsters like us plays it.
when u sit around too much, thats when u find fats accumulating in yr body.
not wonder he seems over-weight. a little.

weeeee~ hope u never get to see this entry.
cause u will get hurt.
thats when u can use my method k,
hackcareless.

changes

are necessery in our lifes.
LOL!

But do we change for the better,
or we change for the worst,

its up to yrself to decide ma.

im chaoboliao*nothing better to do.

As...

i eat the oranges (that had been untouched since chinese new year) kept in the box,
i suddenly remember that when i was in primary 1,
there is this slightly fat *opps* i mean chubby girl in my class.
i used to think if only i could be as fat as her.

coz my losao aunties would always comment how thin i was during our family gatherings.
den they will say "see, my ah kim*whoever it is* is so fat."
"like that grow up den pretty k"
"you must eat more"
"blarblarblar"

its not that i wanna be so skinny...
but no matter how much i eat, how much chocolate i swallow. how much sugars and salt i added to my meals, i never seems to grow fat.
the only thing that increase is my blood pressure.
sobbbbbbbbbb~

But as i grow up, people around me start to use the word "diet" everynow and then.
they wanna be thin, they wanna slim down.
while im trying to get fat.
how irony our world is.

moral of the story,,

man would never be satisfied with themselves.

YES! I just called my manager and told him i wanna quit.
>>.<<

laughing at...

how people carried themselves.
how people think its okay to do this and that.
how people treat the others.

Now imagine, im the one being laughed at n hated at.
My mum and dad would be sad for me.

suddenly, i realize im dun like to speak up.
eheheheheheh!
anyway, form A had been submitted.
i put 3 choices only. although i think 1 is enough.
i can hear somebody screamin *haolian*
weeeeeeeeeeeee, too bad lah. i deserves it.

On 10th feb 2006, friday, we all collect our Olvl results.
Most were smiling, some faces look glum.

But we have all moved on to the next phrase of our life. right?
that is most important. cannnot afford to waste our youth time..

I got L1R5 of 9.. L1R4 of 7.
its one point better den prelim.
prelim i got L1R5 of 10.
woooo~ i thu no hope liao. im feeling dejected becoz i dun have a gd week. then mrs wan come up to me and ask who is joy.
and she told me i would have a happy surprise later on.
eheheheheh! sure enough.

THANKS
to miss widya,
who nag,scream,scares,threatened,cry, for 4e2.
she had a miserable one whole year teaching us english.
but we also had fun, and we didnt let u down.
ill remember your teachings. all the passive words n etc.

THANKS
to miss wong,
who showed us the movie coach carter,n apsires us to do better.
she also have a miserable one whole year entertaining(i mean teaching) 4e2 maths, and making maths looks interesting to us. always asked us to draw this and that, fold paper, to help us see the circle better.
we didnt let u down too.

THANKS
to mdm wai,
she is amazing.
POA is easy with her teaching us. she gave us toilet breaks halfway through her lessons. i have a confession to make. we bloodly take our own sweet time to toilet.
she is the 1st teacher that really makes me felt comfortable to talk to, like a good old friend.
she always give useful advise to us..


THANKS
to mdm pee,
who print for us tons of worksheet and notes. *seriously the notes are at least 7cm thick i think*
she spent time and money and effort to make us score, or at least pass.
xie xie ni de jiao dao.
she play "friends" by zhou hua jian on the computer for us.
she buy us chocolates and sweets during remendial.
i miss u. and yr funny/interesting life stories.

THANKS
to mr adam,
who tell us jokes on modern history big shot characters.
for eg. churchill, he look like a bulldog. OMG OMG* would i get sue?
nvm.. history is boring w/o mr adam.
your strict marking made me always just pass your tests.
despite how hard i try to score.
it helps in olvl to help me get A1 for humanities. im veri veri happy.. jump 5 grades up. wowowowoowowowow!

THANKS
to mr low(T.Y)
who teach us physical geog in sec 3.
either yr lesson is too interesting, or im interested in p.geog on my own,
i manage to score A2 by taking 3 physical geog topics+ only 1 human geog topic.

THANKS
to mr lawrence tan,
who makes physics really easy.
i complete phy TYS in 2 days druing prelims.
becox physics is really veri easy... u make it possible.

THANKS
to mr wong,
his $5.50 or $3.50 notes. i cant remember. BUT! it is really very useful.
ehehehheheheheh! i swear.

THANKS
to mdm azizah,
yr tips to study venice for s.s.
coz i really only study venice for s.s..
wow! big risks i know.

okok. i have to go work later on. time to bath n get my butt off the chair.

so siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnz ah.
the coming up event i lookin forward to is class chalet .. and my pay lor.

shoppin..

is fun!
had been shopping for new year clothes for the past few days.

=))
shopping is a very enjoyable thing to do indeed... ...
I CANT WAIT for chinese new year to come!!
=)) *

travel fare....

after 14th jan, travelling around the island is damn expensive.
whenever i alight the bus, i must tapped my wallet again.

if i forget to tapped, jialat.

$2+ in my ezlink gone i think.

So, i come up with a better idea, that is to hold my wallet in my hand till i alighted.
Like that, i can skip the process of opening-my-bag-n-dig-out-wallet-close-my-bag.

I realize that wasnt a good idea afterall.

So, im struck to the process of opening-my-bag-n-dig-out-wallet-close-my-bag.
i miss school days.
i dont have to tap my wallet when alighting.

whoa! today went shoppin with joey.
ehh>.< shoppin is the most enjoyable thing to do i think!
i spent close to $300 on new year shopping spree alr.
not including the nike dunk.
so.. whoa! im spending alot. And i still owe my sister $270.
she have to wait for my payday.
boooo.
k night. i got to work tml.

life duration.

Yesterday night after work at 11, mum called me and informed me uncle had passed away this morning due to a heart attack. I didnt talk much to this uncle before.. wasnt close to him.. never want to understand more about him.. i even badmouthed him before(ithink,dont remember).

A life ended. errmmmm.. thats why life are short. and unpredictable.
Cherish is better said then done.
We will never cherish anything, or anyone, until its lost.

Tonight ill go mourning with my family.
After hearing zh's dad story, i will cherish my dad even more.
ill join him for breakfast if im free..
im always too lazy to accompany him down to the coffeeshop downstair.

Dad have some stomach complications sometimes ago, which im not sure what.. i think is stomach ulser.

anyway..












i brought a fossil watch..
and my 1st-ownself-paid levis jeans.
ehehehehe! now i want a nike dunk from hongkong.
=)) its the shopping spree festival.
tml go shoppin.